MILKY

2011-10-25T14:40:00.003+08:00

Something my dad posted: Happiness does not come from external factors. It comes from within ourself who knows contention.

What makes him think that way or should i say who made him think that way.

Mom gave me a call not long ago saying that A had quarrel with my daddy. Something which i think that is not a need to fight or small things like that.

In my opinion: " It's doesn't matter how the whole world thinks about you. What matters is that the children had accepted you. So what if everybody else knows who you are, when the children doesn't accept you? The most important thing is that WE love you like how daddy does and we accepted you no matter what people say, SO just point them in their nose and say MYOB!!"

Live your life happily and be contented on whatever you have. Live with confidence and look people straight in the eye. Do the right thing stay positive. No one is going to look down on you. Show them the spirit in you and tell them "NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY IS NOT GOING TO AFFECT ME!!"

Smile always and you'll be loved <3

2011-10-19T16:08:00.002+08:00

It's been more then 6months since i last updated my blog. i shall not update that much cause i cant really what happened.

JULY

My birthday, i had the most terrible moment when Aunt G, my mom and dad had a big quarrel. It all happened because of a woman K. K is one of my relative whom we hardly meet. Probably just once a year during CNY. My dad went through a major operation during that period of time when K suddenly started appearing into our life and everything screwed up. From a loving couple slowly turn into a stranger in love. Many stories were being told to me but of course i choose to stay out of it. I celebrated my birthday we no cake, no present only arguments and tears.

September

My darling baby birthday. Booked a studio room in Costa sands. Happy enjoyable day. Bought her a bikini and she look pretty sexy in it. Will upload the photo and share with you all in a moment. Hubby and i ordered her favourite cartoon character cake for her and it's... BARNEY!!
She look so happy when she saw her cake and i enjoy seeing her opening her present with that big wide eyes when she saw something she liked. All of us were being forced to take picture with an eye mask that my mon brought to the chalet. Home sweet home after 3days 2 nights of enjoyment.

October

Our Anniversary, hubby suggested that we go for a short relaxing trip to genting for our celebratiion. Instead of being happy upon being there, we felt rather disappointed because most of the shops were not open and we only get to enjoy the small theme park which look "big". CASINO!!! Win win win!! It's casino that win OUR money ): though this trip is not as great as we thought it to be but we managed to snap lots and lots of pictures. Home sweet home again after another 3 days 2 nights of cool and relaxing trip.

29th October is my hubby's birthday. Planning a big surprise for my love but it's rather difficult due to his SENSITIVE CHARACTER!!!! Whenever i am talking to someone regarding his birthday arrangement he will start asking who is it and what happened. So i lied and lied. TERRIBLE FEELING!!!

Pictures uploaded. Enjoy!!!

Happy Birthday Baby Girl

Baby in her bikini

Baby girl swimming

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ME LOVE

2011-04-04T22:16:00.004+08:00

I always tell myself that i have already let go of the regrets that had been done on my wedding day. But somehow i know that it is still bothering me. For those who did not know what happen, i did NOT have a wedding dinner. I just have a simple wedding lunch buffet at HOME. Two families APART meaning after i am married for 3 to 4yrs my ah ma never see baby's ah ma before. Isn't it hilarious?

Till today, 3 years after my wedding i still feel like crying over the wedding dinner stuff. BEST of all... everytime i talk to baby about it... he will change subject!! SO SWEET!!! the only thing he can say is what you want me to say??? OF COURSE!!! Cause you got nothing to lose ma... It is always the girls that feel lugi ma~ Will it be fair to me if my bil and sil is ever going to have a wedding dinner??? We cannot turn back time... when the day come... You feel bad towards me also no use le. Its already a big thorn in me. Something that i will be angry for... Whether is it a lifetime anger anot i also cannot tell... But everytime i see a wedding cake, wedding invitation or anything that is related to wedding will eventually bring up the sadness in me... It's like pouring salt on my wound.... a wound that will never heal... I understand that it's the past that happen years ago but i still can't let it out... Even after pouring it out so many times it is still tingling in me... Words can never describe the feeling in me that was kept for so long.

Gaming life is back for me... Private maple server taking up my time most of the time. Easy level and easy mesos. Rather moody due to server down that has been there for almost 2 days.. Rumours that server is shutting down. Looking for new server that i can play with.

Precious getting bigger as time pass and starts to be alittle talkative now. When ever i say coconut she will go "no! toto nut nut" her way of saying coconut... And her papa yaya... guess you all should know what she is trying to say... Precious got so engross in Barney that she dances even when she is sleeping at night... Cartoon!!!

Applied for BTO FLAT... Got my queue number le... Shall do the selection this coming weekend. Happy that i have my very own house.. Keep my peace... I hope that i can get the keys as soon as possible cause i am losing it... Trying to keep my cools to many things that are happening to me.

Seems like so many things happening to me YET like nth happened.. Confuse to my surrounding. I need to see what i need to know... I finally get to understand what people meant by keeping one eye closed to the surroundings... For those who did not really understand you really have to learn never opened too big to make yourself suffer...

2011-02-15T00:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALETINE TO ALL LOVERS!!!

2011-02-07T18:57:00.004+08:00

hiya!!! it's been long long time seens i postd anything on my bloggie...
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December:
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Baby got his AWS planned for a short holiday trip for just only the 2 of us. Christmas coming spent more then $200 just to get gifts for friend and relatives around us. Mummy bought me GUESS bag that cost $209 after discount. Small and simple with beautiuful decor hanging on it. Baby bought me a GUESS wallet. MIL, FIL & SIL went Taiwan fr overseas trip. Invited Sidney and Jia looon over for X'mas eve dinner. Had an enjoyable Christmas night with them....
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January:
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Baby got bonus again and this time round is 2 mths bonus. Went Genting and KL from 21st to 24th. Spent most of or time in Casino while in Genting. Won $200 and 2 hotels room for free. So our next trip up we can save up for the hotel room. Daddy came only on the late evening and stay in First World. He checked out on the next day and got Highland hotel and Resort hotel. Daddy let us have the Highland hotel cause i love the big bathroom with the BIG BATHTUB. There's a sliding door just as big as a 42inch tv beside the bathtub where you open and can watch the television while soaking in the bath tubs. Perfect room for couples. Too bad only member can get Highland hotel and i am not member ):
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KL on 23rd. Crazy shopping. Sungei Wang shopping centre and Bukit Bintang plaza are combined shopping malls. 3 times bigger then Queenstown shopping mall. Bad thing is i injured my leg and wasn't able to complete shopping the whole mall. Only manage to shop 1st lvl and not even completing 2nd lvl. Imagine we shop for almost 4 hours yet we cant finish 2 lvl of the combined shopping center.
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Had Dinner at OUTBACK STEAKHOUSE just beside Federal Hotel the place where we are staying. Good outlook, good taste and good service. Price is also good!!! I ordered OUTBACK sirlion and i thought it would be like the type of normal sirlion we ordered in normal cafes or restaurant in SG but it trn out that the sirlion is tasty and juicy. Thick like what is shown in the photos. I will only compare the quality of taste and look with those in High class restaurant that cost almost $40. Baby had BBQ chicken. Normally you can only see 1 drumstick one the plate and cause about $12 or more in restaurants but there are 2 pieces of Drumstick on Baby's plate. Felt rather shocking that restaurants like them can actually provide such food. After all meal we spent about RM98 which is about SGD45. Cheap like hell isn't it. Really good recommendation for those who are about to go KL for their short trips and fantasize Good meal. OUTBACK STEAKHOUSE beside Federal Hotel located at Bukit Bintang.
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February:
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HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!! HOPE YOU GUYS HAVE AN ENJOYABLE REUNION DINNER WITH YOUR FAMILYS AND FRIENDS!! COLLECT MORE ANG BAOS TO ENJOY YOURSELVES MORE ON THE FOLLOWING DAYS!!
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Another burning pocket month for me again. New bedsheet, new towels, new clothes and ANG BAO money!!!!

ONCE AGAIN WISH ALL OF YOU

新年快乐

万事如意

步步高升

恭喜发财

发啊！！！！！！！！

2010-11-13T20:24:00.001+08:00

SPIDER WEBS SPIDER WEBS SPIDER WEBS!!! I AM SICK. NO TIME TO UPLOAD. GIVE A BIG PROMISE I WILL UPDATE EVERYTHING BY NEXT WEEK..

PLEASE BE PATIENT!!!

2010-10-01T22:36:00.003+08:00

HIHI!!! Imma back!! i went to EHUB today with baby and little angel.. i was supposed to bring little angel to explorer kids but i did NOT. It was full with little children and i found it abit dangerous for little angel cause the children there were so "VIOLENT". I can't bring myselfto put her in such "danger".

anyway.. brought to sit choo choo train instead. She was su funny at the end of the ride cause i came out of the train first wanting take a few snaps of her and move herself and said " UM!! ZOR ZOR!" ( COME! SIT SIT!). I was laughing away when i told her the ride has ended and we have to leave. She shake her head so hard telling me she did not want to get out. No other choice left with, i carried her... & &.... WAAAAAAA~ She cried.... really very very loudly! It is so MALU i tell u! Baby took over carrying her and start to distract her by looking at other things. She then cooled down..

Went HEI SUSHI, had Buffet for lunchie and we eat lots of yummy food! *SLURP* little angel behaves like she's understanding what's on the menu and she go flip flip. The look on her face says " wonder what's nice..." =.= snapped lots of photo there and i am zi-lian-ing. snap snap snap. munch munch munch. went puff puff after dinner then baby said he wanna go toilet so i waited at a gift shop outside and little angel whined for a barney ball & SHE GOT WHAT SHE WANTED.

Went to cathay and bought ticket... watching the legend of the fist, CHEN ZHEN with Baby and Jia looon.. went home to put little angel for her nappy and went out again at 7. the show is god god god damn bloody NICE!!! I simply love Donnie yen's action! Facinating moves!

Back home! makan dinner and here i am blogging. alright shall stop here and let the photos summarise everything up.

2010-10-01T01:22:00.003+08:00

Hello ppl, must be wondering why am i still up at this time of the day.. and yes.. it's 1.23am and here i am blogging.

i am so happy cause baby is on leave for 2 and a half day (: friday, sat half day and sunday! online shopping the whole day and baby promise to buy me a louis vuitton bag and wallet! so so so happy (: baby wanna get himself a burberry belt which i think it look nice... saw many things i like online and yes! i bought quite alot of stuffs and i am waiting for it to come to me!

baby's now sleeping so soundly beside me... sweet baby... spoke to jia loon on msn today, was discussing some business... he showed me something so cutie! sotong tissue holder! haha!! even baby says it's cute and i love it (: shopped for nice interesting cutie stuff but did not manage to get all... i am afraid i will cut a big whole in baby's pocket ):

i am heading to the EXPLORER KID later... bringing little angel there for fun as children's day gift and i am bringing her to a children day's party held at singapore expo on saturday! i am sure she is going to have whole lots of fun!! i will definitely snap lots of pictures of her!!

alright, i am beginning to feel tired right now... shall go for my good night sleep..

nights ppl and last but not least HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY TO ALL OF THE KIDS!!

2010-09-29T20:12:00.004+08:00

i smsed baby today... told him how i felt... he replied me asking what happened to us and he eventually called me and ask me not to think too much.. he says that he was too tired due to chalets and working, he did not have enough sleep.. and there there i cried... imma cry baby who loves to cry at every little small things that could happen to me. baby asked me dun be silly and ask me to stop crying le... he says it's only a small matter and once again baby assured me that he love me.. nothing changes neither in me nor him (:

spoke to jia loon in msn today... told him how i felt and he was worried that i will give up... i won't give up... i will keep working even harder to get back what i wan and what i need.. i believe that baby will also understand how i feel and give me what is best for me... baby knows me more than anyone else...

suddenly i tot of many things which is kind of silly of me... i mean if baby doesn't love me or care about me he wouldn't get me stuff or things or even think of bringing me out like what he did in the past && during the chalet he says he will BBQ chicken wing for me and in return i must kiss kiss him cause he doesn't want a simple thank you. baby wouldn't hug me to sleep or even wake up in the middle of the night just because i have nightmare or even giving a morning kiss every morning when he leave for work... am i right?

baby i love you, you will always be the one that i wanna spend my life with for the next 50, 60 or even 70 years. the one that i wanna see first thing in the morning the last thing that i wanna hold at night. the one that i can kiss in reality and hugging u in my dreams... i will fulfill my dream but only with your help... will u help me baby?

2010-09-29T14:33:00.002+08:00

i lost myself... in a world where i can't find my way home... i don't know what had become of me... is my restless nights causing me to be in this way or did i feel something amiss that is very important in my life... i am losing temper alot so much that i can no longer control it.... just one small bit.. and i go... BLAST! this is not me. this is not what i should be doing....

~~you make me feel so insecure... feels like the world is coming down on me... 2days changes made my whole life terrible.. so dark and lonely....~~

我们之间多出了沉默，但缺少了话题

你让我跌进了悬崖，从此见不到了阳光

能不能在一次让我感受到你的温软和拥抱

让我从这个黑暗的洞口爬出来

让你继续爱着我

2010-09-28T11:38:00.005+08:00

Sorry peeps for not posting ytd... i was too tired...

i shall not update anything on the chalet stuffs.. u guys can just look at the photos in my facebook.. i injured my hand during the celebration and it hurt.... brought little angel to the pool and swim swim... daddy accompanied her in the pool while i took picture for them... (: and bbq at night!!

went AMK hub with coussie Zixuan on monday.. went shop shop and bought KOI cafe bubble tea... the queue super long... 28 ppl in front of queue... haix... bought nail polish and sticker.. barneystuffs for little angel and a little diary for our upcoming blogshop!!

more photos will be uploaded later...

2010-09-26T21:24:00.002+08:00

HI PEEPS!! I WILL ONLY UPLOAD MY BLOG TMR AFTER I COME BACK FROM MY AH MA HSE.. LITTLE ANGEL'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION PHOTOS HAVE ALREADY BEEN UPLOADED AT MY FACEBOOK!!

2010-09-24T23:14:00.004+08:00

went meet mummy & daddy at 5.30 headed off to giant and do our marketing. mummy bought me a digital cam (: so happie!!! red color de somemore(:

went pick baby up at whitesands after that.. den pick sidney up... when Bedok 85 makan. got stingray, sotong, kang kong, clam, bbq chicken wing and last but not least FRIED OYSTER!! yummy yummy foodie makes me feel hungry! baby say treat us makan so must eat many many XD

talk talk, laugh laugh den snap snap. enjoy the whole time together with my family and baby and of course my little angel!!

another 35mins it's gonna be coussie Zixuan and little angels's birthday! so i am gonna sing a song for them!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TWO

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

祝你生日快乐

祝你们生日快乐

祝你生日快乐

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO ZI XUAN

HAPPY 2ND BIRTHDAY TO LITTLE ANGEL

2010-09-24T12:04:00.004+08:00

woke up... feeling as tired as usual... had nightmare again ): it's already the 4th night.. i did not manage to sleep well... the weird thing is that everytime i wake up i will not be able to remember anything that i had dreamt of.. i try hard to think but there is no outcome... i only know that i dreamt of something and i felt scared... i feel restless @_@ i believe nothing can help me from this situation anymore ): haix!!

baby came home last night at only abt 12.30. he asked me to go to bed and sleep cause he can tell that i am forcing myself awake ): he ask me not to avoid && he kept the lights on so that i will not be scared if i happen to wake up in the night due to nightmares (: baby was right, i did not feel so scared when i woke up in the middle of the night. (: so sweet of baby (: thank you baby!!

2010-09-23T16:51:00.005+08:00

today spoke to jia loon on msn.. we were discussing on tmr meeting with ying ying and baby... den jia loon seems so excited so i decided to disturb him..

jaren says: i see wad time marc off work lor if he early i wait for him

sande says: he wun be as early as u

jaren says: lol k la den i go meet you first

sande says: lolol gan chiong see her ar?? tsk tsk haiyo haiyo

jaren says: zzz smack you~ lol

sande says: smack lo, I COMPLAIN

jaren says: lol

sande says: marcus say, tmr he cfm wif u wad tym he finish work, and he say if u
bully me again ask me dun meet ying ying!!!! HOHOHOHOHOHO bahahahaha!!!!! smack me somemore lo!!!! neh ni neh ni poo poo

jaren says: lol, k la you win la lol

sande says: bahahahahaha

11.30

It's almost time for bed.. i can't get to sleep or should i say i am afraid to go to bed... i am afraid of having nightmare again.. i am tired and restless... very restless... i think i will go catch my show... i will go to bed unknowingly then...

2010-09-23T11:27:00.006+08:00

it's been the third night that i have been having lots of nightmare and it's killing me... i am falling apart.. i can't get to sleep at all... i need rest... i keep waking up in the middle of the night due to nightmare and when i go back to sleep i will have nightmare again so many different nightmare in the night that i have already lost count on how many nightmares i had for these past few nights... i am so afraid of going to sleep now... i am so afraid that i might fall into nightmare again if i go to sleep... baby says that he is afraid that i had offended "dirty" stuffs.. i don't rmb doing that cause if i were to go out at night i am always with him.. alright maybe i did??? i really don't know how to get back my sweet nice sleep anymore... i am afraid of sleeping, so afraid of nightmares....

Snap a few photos of baby and little angel before going off to bed last night.

little angel striking pose waiting for me to snap

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Here are some photos that she took HERSELF

NOW IT'S TIME FOR A GOOD LAUGH!!!

this is my favourite one

HAHAHA!!! I made myself so ugly!! especially the last one.. i look like a DONKEY!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!! I can't help but laughing at my own photos... i will try that on little angel someday!!!!

2010-09-22T22:14:00.002+08:00

HAPPY MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL TO ALL!!!!!

I have lots of photos to upload!!! Went to Atlantis park with Sidney, Sean and Andy of course we bring little angel there!!! Played with lantern, candle and sparkles!!! I shall let the photos to do the talking insteadof me type type type!!!

the beautiful full moon

the lanterns that we hanged

heart shaped sparkle

the messed that we made

baby, little angel, sidney, milky, sean, andy

on our way back

Ordered little angel birthday cake.. her favourite cartoon character of all time.. BARNEY!!!!

Barney starry moment from primadeli

2010-09-22T12:33:00.004+08:00

i have been having nightmare this few nights... very scary nightmare that keep waking me up in the middle of the night.. everytime i wake up i have the fear of shutting my eyes and going back to sleep. but somehow because of my tiredness... i went back to sleep unknowingly... the nightmares will come back again... every single nightmare sent a chill down my spine.

just cooked macaroni for little angel to makan... tonight i'll be cooking CURRY CHICKEN for baby... Baby simply loves eating curry chicken with rice and roti (bread).

little angel is now hoping and watching Barney.. singing twinkle twinkle little star. =.= she seems to be enjoying barney so much that she don't feel tired...

got to stop here for now... getting little angel for her nap.. (:

2010-09-21T23:04:00.003+08:00

hello ppl... i'm here to blog again... woke up at 11..was too tired to even notice that little angel had walked out of the room.. mapled today... watched 谈判专家

Bobby Au Yeung as Pang Kwok Tung 彭國棟
Kenix Kwok as Gan Giet 簡潔
Julian Cheung as Yeung Gwong 楊光
Annie Man as Yip Ho Yan 葉可人
Moses Chan as Mok Ka Choong 莫家驄
Winnie Yeung as Poon Man Ching 潘文靜
Ellesmere Choi as Yeung Hau Mo 楊孝武
Leila Tong as Yip Ho Oi 葉可愛
Catherine Chau as Yip Ho Hei 葉可喜
Law Lok Lam as Yeung Sau Yip 楊守業
Yu Tze Ming as Pan Dai Fook 彭大福
Angelina Lo as Tang Siu Lan 鄧小嫻
Lee Sing Cheung as Pang Kwok Fu 彭國富
Celine Ma as Kwok Fu's wife
Yu Mo Lin as Cheurk Siu Bing 卓小冰
Wai Ka Hung as Chai Ka Cheun 齊家全

The story follows the lead characters through their experiences as members of the Police Negotiation Cadre (PNC). The PNC is a volunteer unit of the Hong Kong police force specializing in negotiations with terrorist members, partakers of local violence, and individuals contemplating suicide. The whole series is dotted with both large and small cases handled by the story's heroes and heroines.

Head off to meet baby at tampines one at abt 7.30 went to buy coussie ZiXuan birthday pressie... makan subway and bought lots of junk food back.. had my yummy honey lemon chicken!!! *SLURP* i will not say wad i bought in case... coussie Zi Xuan come spying on my blog... hohohoho!!!

saw smth... have some plan for baby on wedding anniversary... not very expensive though... but it will be something that i created all by myself.. i believe that baby will love that anniversary gift. (:

shall stop here... wanna go sleep le.. shall end my day here..
bye ppl!!

2010-09-20T22:01:00.002+08:00

Hi readers i am back for the day... Went to ah ma hse this morning.. Spent the whole day there... Slp and slp... so freaking tired. Coussie nv come today cos she needa accompany her baby.. God ma came with 3rd sis... They bought a tricycle for little angel as birthday present.. So sweet of them... Head home at about 8, went to pick baby up from work.. Daddy drove us there.

Daddy: Hey marcus, did you wait long??

Marcus: Nope.. only for awhile.

ReaChed home at about 9. Baby asked what took us so long cause he actually waited for half an hour before we reached... Hahaha~ So ke lian..

Little angel striking post for photo taking

Getting ready to move off

little angel and ah ma

mummy feeding little angel

little angel and her birthday present

little angel

2010-09-19T19:29:00.006+08:00

Hi readers!! I'm back!!!! I was too tired to update anything yesterday, so i will just fill it up tooday...

I had my room painted yesterday.. beautiful Galaxy and Iris white. Bil , ham and ben ben came to help... I made a mess by breaking the turpentine bottle and my whole face and hands were full of paint. I took a few photos as i got nothing much to do... Some how they were better than me and ham asked me to leave it.

ham painting my room

ben ben

bil in his own room

the mess in my room

after the work

went to baby's ah ma house today... makan and bought watermelon to her place... they have a huge tortise... little angel enjoy looking at the tortise but at the same time she feel scared.

mil and ah ma

little angel staring at the tortise

Fil, ah gong, little angel, ah ma and mil

ah gong, little angel and ah ma

tortie!!

Reached home at 5.20pm wanted to head off to Ehub to catch a show called Devil but the show is 5.55pm. Too rushed.. so baby and i went to coffeeshop to pack food home and makan while watching a movie. Horton hears a who. Funny elephant. He got so many funny thinking and actions. I AM AS LIGHT AS A FEATHER!! he was crossing a bridge and the bridge is breaking anytime. He thought that by thinking that way he WILL be very light. LMAO!!

Horton the Elephant struggles to protect a microscopic community from his neighbors who refuse to believe it exists.

Alright! off to shower!

bye ppl!!!

2010-09-18T22:59:00.001+08:00

I shall not update anything today cause i am freaking tired. Shall update tmr on what happened today...

2010-09-17T16:08:00.004+08:00

Not much things actually happened to me these days. Still worrying over ah ma's sickness. Doctor had actually diagnosed her with depression. I don't know why she will have depression. Same old things like she's been thinking and worrying too much but there seems to be nothing for her to be worried and thinking of.

Dad's arm is recovering well after frequent visit to the sinseh for accupuncture. I am glad that he is doing fine. Somehow, there are still many problem in my family waiting for my mum to face and solve. Of course, my brother and i are also trying to help my mom. Though the person involved needs to help himself. We couldn't be able to help him/her when he/she is not trying hard enough.

Baby's grandpa just when through heart bypass. Good thing is that he is recovering well and fine. Guess we need to fork out some time to visit him and he is already old.

Coussie ZiXuan birthday is also coming. Exactly same day as my little angel. Though i can't celebrate with her but she will still have her baby Ivan to do that with her. Some one pissed her off out of jealousy and that ignorant fool said things that made him sound so childish. Ya ya i know MAYBE after this post i will be spammed at my tagboard but don't matter cause i welcomed this ignorant childish people to my bloggie at all times.

Little angel is now getting more and more mishevious. She is also learning to sing! She begin singing alot of songs right now. etc; old macdonalds, twinkle twinkle little star, hickory dickory dock, happy birthday and the wheel on the bus. Somehow u might now really understand what she's trying to sing but listen hard and you will get it.

10:15pm

So late le. Baby still not back from work. Still working at this time of the day. He smsed me saying he's still in meeting while i disturb him..

Hubby : you called me? i'm in meeting

Me : meeting or meet ger??

Hubby: Anyhow talk. finishing soon.

Me: ask ur gf faster go home la.. den u can come back.

Always disturb baby saying he got girl.. haha (: he will still entertainment though it's kind off irritating. >.<

Saw coussie ZiXuan post... seeing her baby so sweet to her i also feel happy for her(: It's not easy to find good hubby de luh... Envy envy us ma???? :P Bought a few items from her blogshop.. She will pass it to me on monday... http://chocolate-lovestory.blogpspot.com go shop shop see can find any things that you guys might like(: && they have ready stock.

I have a date with coussie ZiXuan on the 27th Sept. Got a little surprise for her. I shall not elaborate on this. Shhh~ Little coussie you are not allowed to ask me ar~~ :P

Alright, i am going to stop here and play my games while waiting for baby to come back!

Cya~!!

2010-09-16T20:09:00.003+08:00

AHHH~!!! i miss my lubby hubby!! haix, he's getting more and more busy lately. By the time he reach home is about 9 to 10. I am happy..... cause no matter how busy he might be he will still drop me a text reminding me to take medicine, asking whether i took nap or eat anot. How late he will be back he still bothers to get me some to drink which is MILK COFFEE, my favourite drink of all time. When he's back he will ask if little angel is naughty giving me a hard time.

Maple has become our past time together!! We enjoyed the gaming life which i had with him before i got married. I still have got the same enjoyment but there's one different which is little angel will disturb us.

Bear bear bought new clothings today. He showed it to me && I FELL IN LOVE WITH THE JACKET~!!!! I asked how much he bought. Only 20 bucks!!! I wanna get one for myself but different color maybe... Red will be my first choice. Hahaha!!!

Finished watching witness to a prosecution 2. Now going for a new show by Bobby Ou Yang too.谈判专家.

That's all for today! CYA!!!

2010-09-15T16:43:00.003+08:00

BARNEY!!!!

You guys must be wondering why did i upload pictures of Barney the purple dinosaur. The reason is that i am already a semi fan of Barney and i am being forced to love him as much as my little angel. She made me watch the DVDs and VCDs of Barney 5 to 6 times a day. The maximum amount of time we had watch is actually EIGHT!! Can u imagine how bored i get?? If i do not on the show she will start crying. Her eyes will be very red and full of tears. There's no way i can say no to her request on watching Barney. Though i do not really like watching Barney but i love baby bop. A three years old green dinosaur with a yellow blankie which she love carrying around. I hope little angel will stop making me watch Barney for the whole day long.

Little angel birthday is coming and we have planned to have chalet and bbq session. My mummy actually ordered a Barney cake for her. I guess she wil be very happy to see her cake. We booked 2 chalets and hope to have everyone staying over night and have some fun fun fun!! Time seems to pass so quickly. Little angel is almost 2yrs old but as when she grows older, she seems to be more mischevious. I guess this is normal for all children. It don't matter as long as she is healthy (: Well... looking forward and counting down to her birthday.

10 more days to little angel 2nd birthday

2010-09-14T10:08:00.005+08:00

Had a few photos taken with my lappy cam together with little angel.

Caught Witness to a prosecution. Just finished the whole of 22 episodes.

洗冤录

Bobby Au-yeung as Sung Tsi (宋慈)
Frankie Lam as Sung Yik / Fong Chun (宋翊 / 方俊)
Jessica Hsuan as Tong Sze (唐思)
Mariane Chan as Lip Fung (聶楓)
Michael Tse as Sit Dan (薛丹)
Lo Mang as Cha Siu-chaan (查小燦)
Gordon Liu as Lip Yan-long (聶人龍)
Lau Kong as Ma Gwai (馬貴)
Eileen Yeow as Lam Choi-dip (藍彩蝶)
May Kwong as Princess Sum-yu (心如郡主)
Benz Hui as Sung Sing (宋誠)
Mimi Chu as Lo Fa (魯花)
Ma Tai Lo as Sung Ling (宋玲)
Anderson Junior as Tenth Prince (十王爺)
Fung So Bor as Princess of Hong (康王妃)
Lee Lung Kei as Lam To (藍濤)
Lo Chun Shun as Choi Chuen (蔡全)
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For 30 years, nighttime keeper Sung Tsi (Bobby Au-yeung) was despised in To Yuen village due to his posthumous birth in a coffin, having only the sickly scholar Sit Dan (Michael Tse) and the coolie Cha Siu-chaan (Lo Mang) as his friends. After disputing with the village chief over his family's land, Tsi, along with a homeless female thief Tong Sze (Jessica Hsuan), are accused as murderers and are sentenced to death. The village's newly appointed judge Sung Yik (Frankie Lam) finds the case suspicious and investigates the case himself. With the help of the mysterious experienced coroner Ma Gwai (Lau Kong), Yik successfully revokes Tsi and Sze's sentences. Gwai becomes Chi's coroner master, and Yik employs Tsi to be his personal forensic medical doctor. The two become good friends, successfully solving many murder cases in town. Sze develops an obvious crush on Yik, unaware that Yik and Lip Fung (Mariane Chan), daughter of senior constable Lip Yan-lung (Gordon Liu), are already in a close relationship. Tsi, on the other hand, falls for Lam Choi-dip (Eileen Yeow), the spoiled daughter of rich merchant Lam To (Lee Lung Kei). Choi-dip, however, has her eyes on Yik.
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Several months later, a man also by the name of Sung Yik shows up and confronts Yik, accusing him as a traitor. After the two intensely quarrel, the current Yik accidentally kills the real Sung Yik. In a panic, he buries Sung Yik's body in the garden of the Sung family rice shop. Yik's relatives then mysteriously die one by one; Tsi eventually uncovers the body of the real Sung Yik and begins to grow suspicious of the current Yik, a man whom he has always respected and treated as a friend.

2010-09-13T22:25:00.004+08:00

Just got back from ah ma house. I feel sick, very very sick. Headache, Giddy, nauseous and my legs are wobbly. I am now blogging on my bed with my lappy. I freaking hate this feeling. How i wish i can recover from my migrane. It has been bugging me for 3 yrs!!! No medicine can actually cure the pain anymore. My head is pounding really badly. It is killing me slowly with the pain. It's heavy... my head is falling off.

Ah girl (ZiXuan) came to ah ma hse this afternoon bringing her bf over. Its was nice to see her there. Chat chat, giggle giggle and hahahaha!!! We were fullof nonsense and craps today! Telling our experience and encounter towards the "buddies". Smoke smoke and buying things at market. Dinner and daddy sent us home.

Heya girl!! Thanks for coming over to ah ma hse!! Had fun chatting and laughing with you. Do come more often so i won't be so bored and we can laugh our hearts out while chatting!!

Stopping here! Going for sleep sleep!!

Nights ya peeps!!!

2010-09-12T11:46:00.005+08:00

I was reading Jia looon blog and he actually mentioned something which i did not wanted to mention in the first place. I was afraid he will feel pai seh so i just kept quiet. It's so FUNNY!!!

F1 racing whole night long!

Jia looon!!! (00) F1 very good le. I call u fighter plane can??? HOHOHO!!!

I'm sorry but to post this late

Times passes like very quickly. I don't know what's my life's about. It's all about complains and complains. Is it because of my name? I am not related to you in neither ways. My mom brought me up to be someone else's wife. I don't feel that way.Yes, i am still doing things i love to and i don't love to. I still get complained, i really don't get it. Why can't i just do something that i want to. I have my freedom to do what i like and what i want. Is doing everything that i don't love daily will then stop the complain?

Took a few photos with my lappy digital livecam.

2010-09-11T10:28:00.010+08:00

Maple maple maple!!

Lubby hubby, Jia looon and i started new char ARAN!! We look exactly the same and there's even people asking if we were from the same family! HOHO!!! Interesting isn't it?

Our IGN (In game nick) mine : x9kx
hubby : x99kx
jia loon: x999Kx

Hubby came out with this idea of calling himself 99K cause he wants to have that damage! So funny!! I wonder if we really can hit that kind of damage.

hubby, jia looon & me

lubby hubby & me

The items below are equipments used by my Night Walker lvl 111. Not very pro though. Hopes to get top bottom so i can have more dex on me to either down my ability stats or get higher lvl weapon with good weapon attack!

Ravana Helmet

Dog Nose

Earring

Overall

Weapon

Cape

Black Snow Shoe

8.53pm

Just got home. Went to Ehub. Played pool with lubby hubby, Jia looon and Sidney. Lubby hubby is still as good as before in his pool. No one can hardly beat him in the game unless accidental incident. Met Sean and Andy at 5. We then watched a movie at 5.35. Resident Evil. I don't really enjoy the show. Felt like sleeping. Stupid ending! Went makan aftermath. Laksa!!! Crave for Laksa so much!! After makan we passed by an optical shop decided to get a spectacle for Sidney as he complain of blurry vision! Headed home and... TADAH!!! Here i am blogging!!

Logging on to maple now. Shall stop my "speech" here!!

2010-09-10T10:40:00.005+08:00

Ever since i see these comment from that "CLASSY" girl, i seems to have prejusdice against her. I seems to dislike EVERYTHING about her. It isn't right to be that way but i can't help myself feeling like that. I really suggest that YOU THINK BEFORE YOU TALK or even giving comments on somethings which you shouldn't have!

Just woke up from only 6hrs of sleep. Mapled with lubby hubby and jia looon tilled 1am, watch DVD till 3 plus. Ate Mac Donalds during the show! Damn late and FAT supper!!! Jia looon and i was too hungry so can't help but keep munching on the yummies!! Sitting in front of the com by myself. Lubby hubby and Jia looon is still sleeping so soundly!

I shall stop here for the time being~ TATA!!!

How do people let go of their r/s so fast? Find a new partner after breaking not long after is so simple and easy for them. Don't they feel a thing? Missing for the ex partner is no longer part of their life. I really hope you will step out of the pain and let things go. Stay happy and smile always!

10.17pm

Took a few photos for little angel.

She got hair cut by my mil this morningas her fringe is irritating her. I found it ugly in the first place but slowly got use to her "toot" fringe. In actual fact i find her looking nice in this hair style!!

2010-09-09T13:00:00.006+08:00

People around me are sick!! Ah ma as usual having her aches, daddy still having pain in his arm, lubby hubby having a cold! Now let's welcome bear bear into this sicko family! His feet are swollen!! BOTH of them!! Oh dear! I really hope that you guys will really get well soon!!

Accompany hubby to the the doctor yesterday morning and rented 2DVDs and bought 3 Barney for my angel. She is so happy and excited to see that she got new Barney VCDs!

Headed back home. Mapled till dinner time. Showered then watch the first show which is The Blood Pledge that was shown in cinema not very long ago. This show really awful. The ghost not scary at all. Somehow i felt she is friendly -.-

Hubby went back mapling while i watched Barney with lil'angel. I missed out recording her on video. I think watching her dance and singing is so much more enjoyable than watching Barney. Lubby hubby and i kept laughing at her actions and her singing was way too AWFUL. It was interesting though. I don't mind listening to her awful singing! Hahahaha!!!

Get lil' angel to bed at about 10.30. I felt tired as well. How i wish i could sleep for 2 straight days to recharge all my energy. Well i know is wishful thinking. It won't happen to me. Even if i got the time to sleep i won't be allowed to do so.

You guys should have noticed my new blog skin!! TADAH~ must enjoy it k? i spent almost 2 hours looking for this skin and editing it. I got pissed off finding and started complaining to my JIA LOOOOON (Jaren). He damn good la!! Complain complain also never mind. He won't complain back.

OKAYS!!! Once again i stop my whining here. I will update again tonight if i have more things to whine~

2.09pm

I was browsing through myphotobcket and i saw something which made me laugh my heart out. Try comparing these 2 photos. Same person, only difference of 1yr!

via

6.01pm

I'm pissed! Freaking pissed!! Why is mixpod not working?? No music!! Nothing at all!!! Damn it!!!

2010-09-08T16:30:00.005+08:00

I got this sentence from soneone else's blog i think that this person derserves death sentence more than any smoker does.

I think smokers deserve death sentence, no matter how much they claim they didn't wanna start in the first place. Because no one elses deserve to be paying their offence just because they made an accident in choice.

I simply beliieve that smoking anot is choice of their own and certainly not up to some one to give comments like deserving death sentences! I shall be frank and speak my mind. I am a smoker and i dun think i deserve a DEATH SENTENCE~!! I also strongly believe that no smoker deserves a DEATH SENTENCE!! If smoker like us deserve death sentence then what will those people who sell cigarette deserve?? Banish them to hell which YOU think you can do it?? Though you are non-smoker but you will be more irritating than us cause you enjoy giving unreasonable comments uneccesary! Keep your nonsencisal comment to yourself and we will appreciate it very much~! Dun stay in these world if you hate smoker cause there is alot more smoker than what you will expect.

Accident in choice is NO excuse or reason for smoking. Those smoker who claim that please quit! You can smoke by accident than you can also quit by accident. If smoking is an accident in choice you will be able to quit! Somehow these accidental smoker should have more determination in quitting that those non-accidental smoker like us! Since you have NO intention on smoking then QUIT!! Don't act innocent, cause you make us puke instead of thinking that you are really innocent!

2010-09-07T22:13:00.002+08:00

Yawns~! Feeling very tired at this moment. Wokeup at 8am this morning to get things done, pack up stuffs for lil’ precious then headdown to void deck with hubby and lil’ precious. Brought her bubble bunny along and let her run around before my uncle come and fetch me to my ah ma house.

Hubby was suppose to be on MC but due to his inconsiderate co-workers he cancelled his MC and head back to work. I cannot understand why this people just can’t let my hubby take a rest after so many days of long working hours. Off days also have to call. MC also have to call. I know that u have urgent matters on work to ask but there are so many other workers in the company for you to get information from. Why do you have to get someone that is not feeling so well to handle your working matter?

Ah ma felt sick. Heartaches and giddiness. She went to the doctor for check ups. Doctor says she is over excited and worried over things. Ah ma says she did not. Maybe she didn’t even realises she was worrying or excited over something she did not know. I can only blame it on 7th grand auntie. She scared my ah ma over the eclipse stuff. Whenever the sky turns dark she starts to get scared but it’s only due to heavy rain. Poor ah ma, you have to stop worrying and feeling scared over such small things le. Nothing is going to happen.

Mom’s happy to see her new lap top as I brought it over to ah ma place to show her as well as showing them the zoo pictures that we have took. At the same time she was abit upset with me posting status on Facebook. (it’s a secret so I will not reveal what/ who is being refered). mummy!!! Dun be upset cause I am not the only one that feel that way on THAT~!!! MUACKS~!

Daddy called. He went to the hospital and had his hand checked. His hand somehow got injured by don’t know what way and he often can’t get to sleep due to the pain. He told me the pain was horrible and it lasted for an hour. Good thing auntie Geri was there to accompany him to the hospital. Dad requested for admition as he can’t stand the pain. He hopes to be there so as and when he felt pain the doctor can give him the injection without him travelling here and there. Request was being rejected by that dumbass doctor. He told my dad to take some pain killer. What’s the point? I mean, dad was given pain killer by another doctor but it’s NOT stopping the pain so how does the pain killer given to my dad helps? Unless it’s “xian dan” (Miracle pill). I was told by dad that he went to many doctors and even the sinseh and he actually spent lots of money but it’s still the same. I really feel worried for my daddy. Daddy I hope you recover soon. I believe you will find the RIGHT doctor that can actually cure you and stop your pain!!

Yups! Spent the whole afternoon at my ah ma house again as usual. No changes. Smoking and updating a draft that will be posted on my blog which is what I am doing now and what you are reading. Lil’ precious dancing to her Barney DVD. Ah ma screaming and asking lil’ precious stop jumping. Mummy chewing on her ba chiku and laughing at the both of them.

Yups!! Shall stop all my whining and stories here!

CHAOZ!!

2010-09-06T18:04:00.009+08:00

I went to google and did all checks on the show and as i expected nobody died in that show. Xiao juan who is a ghost that appeared in the show and she is a China lady that was being cheated into coming into Singapore and she had no where to turn to and ended up staying INSIDE OCH. This was being told to Andrew Lau who is the director of Haunted Changi by Xiao juan herself. My friend Jaren saw that the picture of Xiao juan in the movie was floating outside the parapet wall. Marcus and i did not notice that. Maybe because all our focus in on whether Xiao juan can be seen through anot.

This are some of the links that are being posted in Googles that you may wanna check out and find out everything on their footage and stories:

Camera man Facebook Archives

Audi Khalis

http://hauntedchangi.com/film/audi/default.htm

Sound man Facebook Archives

Farid Azlam

http://hauntedchangi.com/film/farid/default.htm

Director

Andrew Lau

http://hauntedchangi.com/film/andrew/default.htm

Female Actress

Sheena Chung

http://hauntedchangi.com/film/sheena/default.htm

Interviews on Sheena Chung on Haunted Changi

Part 1

http://www.razor.tv/site/servlet/segment/main/92/51562.html

Part 2

http://www.razor.tv/site/servlet/segment/main/92/51562.html

Blog link on Haunted Changi

Haunted Changi

(p.s for Sheena's interview you have got to copy and paste in your address bar to view as it is from Razor TV)

Some pictures i would like to share with you guys on Haunted Changi

Catch Haunted Changi on Cinema to experience the real horror and finds out if the story is true.

My very own experience:

Caught Haunted Changi on sat night. This show really freak me out. Almost cried in the middleof the show. It's was meant to be an original footage on the movie but the ending was abit disappointing cause it looked abit faked and i believe it was not the true ending. However since i watched this show i am aware of every little movements around me. Paranoid over small stuffs like lift door closing, though i know it will close automatically after a certain period of time but i cant stop thinking that it might be the "buddies" that closed the door. Simple sound of tapping in the house makes me think that the "buddies" is in the house some where. I did enjoy watching this show and checks done on Google. The thrills and horror feeling is still inside me. Hope you guys will enjoythe show and let the.....

HORROR STAYS IN YOU!!!!

2010-08-31T11:02:00.001+08:00

31-08-2010

catching a new drama. DARN FREAKING FUNNY~! IF U GUYS LOVES COMEDY DRAMA TRY THIS!

秋香怒點唐伯虎

2010-08-30T22:09:00.006+08:00

29-08-2010

Picnic with Sean, Sidney, Jaren, Hubby and lil' precious. Woke up at 10 to prepare the food for picnic. rained heavily in the morning. so scared have to cancel the trip but thank god it stopped in the noon. just in time for us to go for PICNIC~!!!

Photos loaded:

yummy foods we prepared and bought

Jaren

Sidney & lil'precious

hubby

lil'precious

30-08-2010

Headed to zoo, woke at 8.30. Freaking tired! RAin again~ Darn shag~ had breakfast at amk hawker center den and and daddy drive us to ZOO~

pictures:

Other photos are being uploaded in my fb~

2010-08-27T19:13:00.006+08:00

catching drama this mths, like never ending show for me. mapling and fb-ing became my new gaming life.
dramas that i have been catching:

施公奇案

珠光寶氣

宫心计

been playing night club city everyday, can't make up my mind on how to place the stuff oni got the rough idea.

Picnic this sunday with sean, sidney, hubby and my lil precious~ kite flying~ weee~ hope it will nt rain rain.

ZOO AGAIN!! this time round wif mummy, daddy, ah ma, lil precious, sean and andy~ hubby trying to take day of to join us go haf FUN~!!!!

can't wait for that day to come!!! WAHAHAHAHA I WAN GO ENJOY MYSELF AND HAF TONS OF FUNS~!!!

2010-08-26T09:42:00.002+08:00

here to up new post which i felt sorry for one good friend of mine. certainly i do hope he will let things go and don't hold on to it cause i feel that he is hurting himself this way. i see ur effort and how much u had put in this r/s but why holding when the other party ain't feeling anything? u have to look forward. what is important right now u deal with it. etc; studies and work not forgetting GAMING WITH US!!

J, Marcus and i really hope u will fang xia. we as ur fren really wans u to be happy and enjoy what u are having and not pinning hopes on what u have lost. to be straight forward and harsh on u is that: " she don't even feel anything and enjoying her life so much so why are u still at the same spot and feeling upset?? she oridi run so far liao!!"

though i know this will hurt u alot budden u must face the fact. don't let ppl around u feel worry and sad for u ma... still got so many trees around. not nid hug the coconut tree and die de. YOU KNOW!!

my own words to u: U BETTER FORGET EVCERYTHING IF NOT I WHACK HACK KILL KICK PUNCH SLAP PINCH PIAK ZUM AND POCK U AR!!!!

2010-06-23T10:58:00.002+08:00

hahas~! didn't realise got ppl come view my blog.. x.

FLAB my blog got spider web u nv notice mehx. LOLOL~! wad wind blow u to my blog man~

jeslyn : wan try getting whack n pinch by my big girl??? wahahaha can come u know?

2010-04-06T12:56:00.004+08:00

2010-02-08T11:23:00.001+08:00

Milky~

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NiuNai

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me in either cheong sam or qi pao(i dunno wad is it call-.-)

2010-02-06T14:58:00.001+08:00

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2010-02-04T23:11:00.002+08:00

yoyoyo~

my blog has been dead for dunno how mani donkeys days le...
my dashboard seems abit rusty i guess..
been lazing arnd catching drama, housework, cooking FB-ing and of cos.. AUDI-ing.
trying so hard to go on diet..
& yes, i lost 7kgs... wahahaha...
happy happy happy me~~

CNY coming le... went to shop shop shop for clothings...
saw so mani i like but it's impossible for me to buy all..
my CNY resolution~ "Who is willing to buy the whole of Tampines one for me!!"

updates of photos...

Days when i was in Genting- 18th Dec-21st Dec

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2009-12-03T12:41:00.002+08:00

Been catching this korea drama. crazy over this. CRUEL TEMPTATION

Episodes: 129

Rating 5/5

Eun-jae (actress Jang Suh-hee) majored in fashion design at a prestigious university and starts preparing to study fashion in France as a post-graduate student but she becomes pregnant with Kyo-bin’s (actor Byun Woo-min) child and then marries him, jettisoning her career hopes. Her in-laws are part of the nouveau riche class and lack any class but Eun-jae tries to get along with them during seven years of her marriage. Her first pregnancy, which led to her marriage to Kyo-bin, ends in a miscarriage. When Eun-jae becomes pregnant again after a long wait, she is overjoyed.
Around the time of her pregnancy, Eun-jae’s best friend Ae-ri (actress Kim Seo-hyung), returns to Korea after studying in France. Ae-ri was also Eun-jae’s brother’s girlfriend at one time and when she left for France 5 years ago, she said a “sponsor” was footing the bill for her tuition. But Ae-ri’s so-called secret sponsor turns out to be Eun-jae’s husband Kyo-bin. Eun-jae later finds out that Kyo-bin was cheating on her with Ae-ri. Eun-jae is shocked to learn of her friend’s betrayal because she thought Ae-ri would marry her brother, making them sisters-in-law. On top of that, Ae-ri had Kyo-bin’s child, a five-year-old boy. When Eun-jae’s brother Kang-jae learns about Kyo-bin’s indecent past, he physically assaults Kyo-bin. Due this incident, Kyo-bin and his mother pressure Eun-jae to sign the divorce papers. After Kyo-bin and Eun-jae get divorced, Ae-ri doesn’t find her married life comfortable because her father-in-law looks at her with disdain. While nursing her broken heart on an island, Eun-jae is visited by Ae-ri, who demands that she abort her second pregnancy and move to another country. Kyo-bin also confronts Eun-jae and takes away the wedding ring he gave her and throws it into the sea. Eun-jae jumps into the ocean to try to retrieve the wedding band because it means a lot to her. But Eun-jae can’t swim and Kyo-bin doesn’t try to rescue her. Eun-jae is lost at sea. Kyo-bin and Ae-ri become partners in crime and hide the terrible secret of causing Eun-jae’s disappearance. They return home and tell the family that Eun-jae committed suicide. Meanwhile, Lady Min, a wealthy woman who built a fortune in the retailing and money lending businesses, happened to be in the area near the island where she was searching for her missing daughter together with her adopted son, Gun-woo (actor Lee Jae-hwang). She spots Eun-jae floating unconsciously at sea and rescues her. After she loses her baby in another miscarriage, Eun-jae is taken care of by Lady Min and her adopted son. Eun-jae assumes the name of Lady Min’s missing daughter...

this is the new drama i catching. 海派甜心 very funny show, try this. it's oni part of the drama i am showing. u can watch it in PPStream or Youtube. ENJOY!!!

2009-11-20T21:46:00.003+08:00

Paranormal Activity

Katie Featherston was a student was engaged to her boyfriend of 3 years Micah Sloat moved into a house in San Diego. She often claim that she has been seeing "things" and harrassed by demon.

Her boyfriend then decided to solve this problem so he decided to take down their daily life. Katie consulted a physic. she was told not to interact with the demon and no matter she go it will follow her. Moving of house is definitely not the way to solve the problem. To be exact. The demon wants her.

Micah felt ridiculous and started joking about it claiming that it was all nonsense. He think that solving it is much more realistic.

few experience that occur to them in the night which was all recorded.

1st experience:
The door move through and fro and they mentioned that the windows were all closed. The flowers weren't even moving.

After the First experience Micah challenged the Demon by asking it to show itself and what did he wan from Katie. No response were given.

2nd experience:
Heavy footsteps were heard several time which awaken Katie and Micah from their sleep. Footsteps were followed by a loud pound which scare them to their wits. They went downstairs to see what actually happened and they saw their ceiling lamp was shaking so hard. The lights located at the stairways on and off all by itself.

3rd experience:
Half way through their sleep the door slamed. Katie and Micah jumped out of their bed and opened the door to see if anyone was there. Nobody was there.

4th experience:
Micah suggested to pour powder along the hallway to see if the demon really existed. They went to bed. Footsteps were heard again. Katie woke up to find that there were footsteps just beside her and she woke Micah up. Micah followed the footsteps which leads them to the attic and found a half burned photo of Katie when she was young which made Katie cried badly as she says that it is impossible for the photo to be in the attic as everything has been burned to ashes when her house caught fire when she was 8. This photo made her cried for upteen times.

Micah eventually borrowed a OUJIA board as he promised Katie not to buy the OUJIA board. Katie flared up as she totally disagree in communicating with the demon like what the physic advised. Katie left the house as she was too afraid to stay in the house. Micah foolow suit as he left the camera facing the OUJIA board which he left on the table. the curser on the OUJIA board moved for awhile it then caught fire for no reason. As when they return Micah saw that the curser moved when he view the video. he eventually figured out that the demon was telling them of a person named Diane. Someone whom neither of them knew. Micah went searching through the net and find out that there was this lady named Diane had the same experience as Katie. at the age of 8 both of their houses were burned down and they were left with nothing and they have been seeing things since then and being harrased by demon. Diane died when she consulted physic and tried to excorcist the demon.

5th experience:
Katie woke up in the middle of the night. She stood in front of the camera for an hour and half before she headed downstairs. Micah woke up noticing that Katie was not there he eventually went downstairs to look for her. He found her sitting on a bench in the dark. Katie was told to go back into the house as it was cold outside. She refused. Micah decided to go into the house to get her a blanket when he heard a loud pund from the hallway upstairs. He walked up to take a look Katie den came up and asked what actually happened. Why was she not in bed. We believed that she was being possesed.

6th experience:
Katie was being dragged out of the bed and along the hallway by the demon while she was sleeping. Micah chased after her as she screamed for help. Being brought back to the room. continous pounding sounds were heard which sounded angry. The door slammed shut. Micah walked through the hallway to see what was happening when the bedroom door slammed shut again.

Micah and Katie had an arguement as Katie thinks that Micah recording as angered the demon. Crying her hearts out she went upstairs. Another loud thud came in the day and they found their picture cracked and Micah face was scarred. unable to take this anymore. Katie decided to seek for the physic help again.
The physic came the next day saying he was unable to help in anyway as the demon was very angry sensing his presence and he claim that he was not specialise in excorcist.

Last experience:
Katie again woke up in the middle of the night. she stood beside the sleeping Micah for another hour and half before she head downstairs. Not long later screaming of Micah's name was heard. Micah rished to see what had happened.

Micah: OH MY GOD!!

Silence~

Footsteps were heard again. Micah was flung into the room dead. Katie came in with blood on her.

Micah Sloat was dead 21 Nov 2006
Katie Featherston location was remain unknown. (Ending shown in the theatres)

Another ending not shown in theatres:

Micah: OH MY GOD!!

Silence.

Katie came into the room staring at the camera and sat by the bed for the abt a day. Her friend came by noticing dead Micah and reported to the police.
The police was searching for people in the house the lights on the hallway turned on and off all by itself. As when they head upstairs they saw Katie. She was crawling towards them with a knife in her hand. Police stopped her but she was still crawling as she was standing up and walking towards them, they shot her in her head.

Micah Sloat dead 21st Nov 2006
Katie Featherston dead 22nd Nov 2006

2009-11-15T13:06:00.003+08:00

Went Tampines mall with Sean, Darius and hubby ytd. watch 2 movies at one go. Paranormal Activity and 2012.

Paranormal really freak me out. those who like horror movie can try this show as it is very nice. to be frank i watch my pop corn and hubby's armpit more den the movie!!

WAHAHA!!

Paranormal Activity

4.5/5

2012 makes me feel helpless. makes me think that will i be able to handle the situation when the day come. u can sit there and imagine if u were the one tt fell when the ground cracks and got burned alive. they even show us things like whole of Hawaii was filled with lavas. no tress no building. only lavas. no matter where u hide. there is no escapes for u. u will get hit by Tsunami when u are on the sea, u will get hit by Volcanos, Earthquakes as well as Tsunami when u are on land. the oni place where u can survive is eventually in the air. but how long can an aeroplane stay in the air. Unless u can fly for the next 40hrs, or u will still be dead. this show let me see how selfish a human being can be. how inhumanity these ppl ar. they can sacrifice other to save their own ass even though this ppl are a great help to them in the past. too much of coincidence. too much of luck in this show. but overall it's nice. they do make u have goosebumps. (:

2012

4/5

went Cafe Cartel after that. had dinner. den bus home. tired.

watched Jennifer's Body through my PPStream at home. the show is damn damn damn LAME!!!

some of the parts were funny but it's not considered a nice show. the storyline made me so sleepy. but there is one thing i gotts admit. JENNIFER IS GOD DAMN SEXY!!!

Jennifer's Body

2.5/5

2009-11-12T12:32:00.008+08:00

very very long nv post le. will now post a short one. of things tt happen these days.

22 OCT

Bernice had fever. brought her to doctor and i too seen a doctor for my flu and cough that has been visiting me for quite sometimes.

23 OCT

Hubby took leave helped me to take care of Bernice while i went out. daddy came pick me up wif Sean and Mummy. went Whitesands for Breakfast as Sean will be enlisted to Tekong. Took a charted bus from interchange to Tanah Merah ferry terminal. sat Penguin. i almost fell down cause the boat was shaking and shaking. Sean almost puke on the boat cause he got SEA SICK. can't imgaine how is he going to manage for the next 7 weeks. Tekong look kinda nice. abit like BATAM holiday resort. haha. but it's a tough place there for my lbrother liao!! we were brought to look around like tourist. ate lunch at Tekong. not beri nice. (-.-") went i got off the boat at Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal. i as asking my mom" dunno is it sit boat too long now get off le i still feel that i am shaking" and she laugh like dunno wad den say is because the platform i am standing is shaking not my hallucination. den i so Ps cause my dad and Sean's friend all laughing. -.-
went fetch hubby and bernice after that. den head back to mama's home. slack around and sleep!!! so so so tired. took some pictures... ZI LIAN-ing!!

Soften it abit with photobucket. =p

25 OCT

Happy 13 mth old

my LIL PRECIOUS!!

28 OCT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

KAI LIAN

29 OCT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HUBBY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U HUBBY. Though i nv get u anything but i will give u whole of me.loving you always supporting u through all ur thick and thins. Love ya!!

waiting for furniture to come. FIL bought a new Queen size bed for us and bear bear and her gf. den hubby bought a wardrobe for Bernice use ONLY!! imgaine how much clothing she has. tsk tsk!!

2 NOV

wanted to collect Bernice passport as my mom and i head down to ICA building but was unable to do so cause i dun haf hubby's ic and letter with me. den off to bugis for lunch and some shopping. mummy wants to buy me a sweater cause i going GENTING at Dec so she actually brought me to top shop. den i was like HUH!!! SO EXP LA!!! den i dun wan so i told her to go Fox which is just beside Top Man. bought a red knitted sweater and a top. i darn love the top la.. hubby also say very nice. den we head to my mom's house. slack and slack.

7 NOV

went home early as Sean as came back from Tekong. the moment he see he was like "JIE SEE I GOT EGG ON MY HAND" and he showed me his muscle. haha!! den around evening time we head off to Tiong Bahru Akira. it's a Japanese buffet located just under Link Hotel. we ordered Hot Sake. but the smell and taste was like "YUCK!!!" went back home played with monopoly the world edition where u use Credit card instead of cash that hubby, bear, Raine and i shared last xmas. we bought it. den off to bed at my mom's place.

8 NOV

woke up and had breakfast that mummy went down and buy. so many food. cannot finish at all. but the you tiao is nice!! den watch tv and slack waiting for time to pass cause promised to accompany Sean to whitesands for his book in. helped Sean polished his boots. haha very tiring la. but when u see his boots shine u wil grin lo. hahas.

9 NOV

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

SIDNEY

i will tend to update lesser as i am using all my time to watch drama (ppstream) and accompanying Bernice as she is beginning to walk around and climbing around.. (Q.Q)

2009-10-12T21:50:00.002+08:00

to: Jeslyn,Raine & KL

HAHA!! I AM TOUCH BY U GUYS!! MUACKS!!

anyway i believe u guys dunno her. but i do know her well in the past as for now i dun think so but i think her personality is still the same so dun bother arguing with her. just let her talk to herself or maybe abt herself. my private life will not be as fantastic as hers. way to far.
anyway, hubby say le. if this tag continues he will print it out and bring it to my lawyer and ask wad we can do abt it. since she thinks that i did offence and wad she's doing now is not an offence den she can continue.

THANKS AGAIN!

anyway ps, thanks for asking abt my dad. but then again its my FAMILY PROBLEM.
i guess not one bit of ur name is named CHUA/CAI.
thank you for ur kaypohness. i appreciate it.

12th OCT

today is my 2nd wedding anni. celebrated it early. went home wanted to give my mom a suprised end up she went out early in the morning. disappointed. i called her and she kept luffing saying she is smarter. haha. dunno wad is wrong with my bros and mom kip on following the taiwan ger say OH MY GOD~ headache man.
went tm and met my grandma. mama bought 3 shirts for me. nice nice. haha. den makan at the food court in interchanges. took a taxi head off to IKEA to buy new furnitures and curtains for Sean's new room. spent $550 there. tsk tsk. den again went to GIANT to buy electric driller to rill the curtain holder for Sean. went home dinner. den continue doing his room. like mini ROOM RENOVATION. tired physically and mentally.

Anyway oni hope Sean will love his new room.

2009-10-10T12:47:00.002+08:00

to: Jeslyn,KL & Raine

dun get so worked up and entertain those children. dun u find dem very nonsense?? saying when that they flunk their eng when i wrote luffing instead of laughing?? maybe even when they say u instead you they are also faling??? they can't get any other things to insult me but oni my sec sch things.. they turn to my baby and hubby when they got nth to say cause they think that they know wad my hubby feels and they think that they know so much that they think that my hubby feels unlucky but who knows better than he himself?? ppl around me can see how my hubby treats me and whether he felt unlucky anot. those that are assuming in my tags are having imagination. they hate me so they tot that my hubby will hate me too. dun u find them CUTE??

if they were to read my post by saying that i had shotgun marrieage den maybe they are blind enough by nt reading the profile stating my marriage date.

they meant to provoke me but they feel angry now. cause all their words are meant to hurt themselves. they already said. the tags replied in my post might be the one that made dem so pissed off and shooting their words around. if i were to be a slut den i am surprised.

if i am a slut what about those that have ONS wif guys?? those that dun mind BJ at the stairways??

Raine: they say u were the bridge that they make use to cross over let them say. if that is wad they think there so many building for them to jump off why they never?? cause they chose to ma. so this bridge is oso they chose to cross but one day the bridge will defintely fall.

Jeslyn: Relax. they dunno u and they dun understand the me now. so why bother so much. maybe they really ARE someone that got dumped recently? and so they are trying to say so amny things to console themselves that someone is as foolish or as unwanted by them?? since they love assuming so let them assume that we are like them. but i know u know that we have a loving partner that is always there for us (: anyway. don't u find the kaypoh reflecting back at them??

KL: dun be angry la. they wan say let them say lo. i nv reply them at all. and if i really mind i had already deleted their tags long ago. i just find them like little clowns making use of my "playground"(blog) to make ppl luff and play. i nv tot of raine as a bridge for them to cross. since they think it that way it alright wad matter most is that i nv blame raine. i called this as FAMILY MATTER. but since this clowns in my "playground" don't understand the meanin of FAMILY MATTER we cant blame them at all. right??

so guys. let them flood my tag. dun haf to be angry. i am not even angry or upset.
this ppl are trying to be one fei wu tagging my blog and behaving like monkeys/clowns i am fine with it. i am still living the life i have. enjoying my time with my family, hubby and bernice.

alright back to my stories.
8th Oct

went back home on thursday and stayed over to celebrate my daddy's birthday. bought a chocolate cake in the afternoon and head back home. helped mummy to clean the house and have steamboat after that. sat joke ate for abt 2 hrs. time for cake cutting. daddy was so happy he kept smiling so widely. haha. sang a birthday song and cut the cake. bernice had some share too. enjoying the chocolates. after that we listen to daddy's past experience of mor mor slightly scarier than those on my tags :P and had wine will hubby had beer. off to bed after that.

9th Oct

went to ICA early to collect hubby passport den brought Bernice for phototaking to make her own passport as well. the picture so funny so ke ai. den went to Suntec and play the catch doll doll game. spent $26 end up oni got a damn big bag of sweets. went carrefour aft that to buy shoes for hubby and baby's snack. hubby bought a shawl and a black shorts for me. hehe. den went to ASHTON to makan. so surprise by the price. it's kind of cheap but then again alittle more exp than those on my tags. 2 main course 1 jug of drink and a bowl of soup for oni $27!!
den we went to take a cab. cause we were all tired due to waking up at 8am in the morning. reached home slept for awhile. woke up Bock called me and we chatted for almost an hour. so nonsense of him lurh. saying so many funny things. even hubby also cannot tahan him. watched movies. TSUNAMI and TRAIN

not considered very nice but still ok la.

that's all for today (: BYE!

2009-10-06T09:11:00.002+08:00

To : Jeslyn & Jaren

it doesn't matter, it is not affecting me at all. they can laugh all they wan.. cause one day they will also get laugh by others one days because maybe their daughter/son will also do smth to get chu fong tou ma. maybe nt vid but some other things lei.. what comes around goes around. laugh all they wan and they get laugh someday. guess i am not the only one who shud remember retribution. (=

to me i think everyone has got their own past and most importantly they must change. if up to their living age they still like to pan jia jia jiu and behave as if they are someone who can judge some other ppl's life den i feel sorry for dem.

judge me i dun care they think i am childish or immature it's ok. cause they will gett judge someday or maybe this judgement will even land on their children.

anyway thanks for u guys the concern. i am fine and i love the way they tag me cause i wan dem to ZHAO NIE!!

hehehehe!! :P

2009-10-02T14:44:00.002+08:00

MYMY.. i am so loved by ppl. i am so memorable to some ppl.
wrong facts and the truth is still hidden within some fren of theirs.

kinda miss my dog JOJO that had passed on few mths back.
guess he's too old to bark anymore.
maybe he is barking in his doggie world.

hubby promise to buy me a dog again and i will name it JOJO again.
memorable!!

2009-10-02T13:25:00.004+08:00

to anony:

u are behaving as childish as the psby in my sil blog.
in my previous post not one single word or even sentence i named myself as pretty. i din even put down a word or average. if u cant see clearly put on ur specs. maybe u are having lao hua at this age. post are to be read with open eyes nt blinded eyes. u enjoy the moment with my quarrels against my friend. why not u come over my house?? we do have quarrels at home. once u missed it. it will not be so intersting anymore.
i enjoy my life with no friends bugging or even calling. i spent my time on hobbies and family isn't it so much better that hiding behind a name and talk so loud?? afraid to come out with ur name and face me??

should i say u are afraid to DIRTY my blog with ur name???

if u think i am childish?? den i am. it doesn't matter.
maybe that is why my hubby love me that much??
if i are to be like u to act so "matured" behind a anony name and talk so loud.
i believe i will be mocked at to be a "brave" person!! (:

ANYWAY PPL IF U THINK THAT POSTING AT MY TAG BOARD OR WRITE POST OF ME THAT U GUYS THINK WILL MAKE ME ANGRY U ARE VERY WRONG. BECAUSE I DUN CARE WHAT PPL THINK OR SAYS ABT ME. I AM WHO I AM. I LOVE THE WAY THIS IS. IF U THINK I AM CHILDISH I LOVE BEING THE CHILDISH WAY I AM HAVING NOW. IF U THINK I AM FAKE I LOVE FAKING U GUYS AND SEE U ALL GETTING UPSET. IF U THINK I AM FULL OF LIES DEN I WILL TELL U ONE BIG LIE NOW..

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! PLEASE STOP POSTING ABT ME OR EVEN TAG. IF U CONTINUE I WILL BE SAD!!
ANYWAY I AM ALSO FAKING AT THE MOMENT CAUSE I AM UPSET!!

YOU CAN CONTINUE TO TAG AT MY TAGBOARD OR EVEN POST ABT ME WITH NO REPLIES. ALL WELCOME TO DO SO. CAUSE TO ME I SEE IT AS NONSENSE AND CHILDISH ACT AND WILL NOT ENTERTAIN THESE CLOWNS. I WILL CONTINUE WITH MY DAILY POST WHEN I HAVE THE TIME AND READ THE INSULTS THAT THESE CLOWNS POST AT THE SAME TIME. THANKS FOR COMING TO MY BLOG AND GIVE COMMENTS AT LEAST U REMEBER ME AS UR ENEMIES OR SOMEONE U HATE. NOT FORGETTEN. (:

2009-10-02T13:09:00.004+08:00

to that whoever psby:

if u dun understand the meaning of FAMILY PROBLEM u may jolly well go back school and ask. if u think i am matured enough to think whether i should or should not do. den think again are u matured enough? hiding behind a psby name and give comments on other's FAMILY PROBLEM makes u matured?? for how many donkey years we have not contacted and what makes u think that i will be like who i am in the past?? arguements with friends??? i believe u do have arguements in friends and ask yourself again. how long u took to let go of another friend before forgiving the one that u got angry with?? i dun need ppl to like me. i wun blame ppl that hate me. nobody is perfect. u do have frens that maybe hated u?? or should i say u NEED ppl to like u and u live for them and not for urself?? i am friendless because i think that i DUN need anyone around me. i have what is true and there for me for all times. my best friend that will nv forsake or even betray me will defintely be my mom. yes my mom will leave me one day i still have a life time partner.

dropping out of school means i am childish?? smokers or ppl with tattos are hooligans?? who taught u that?? when u lose interest in certain things u will let go of it. no matter wad is that. how many hundreds of people cant get along with their MIL or even family mambers of their husband are they names as childish also?? maybe u are not married or even u will not get married u can never know living life in other's lifestyle is nt as simple as u think.

are u that perfect in the past?? even at the age of 15?? like wad u say?? yes i was a dropped out student are u that perfect with no bad points?? i dun think so. maybe u were even hated by some ppl in class.. or maybe u too were names as CHILDISH. like wad u are doing now. hiding and talking.

if u think this quarrel is the lamest thing or even bo liao. so why are u joing in the fun and giving comments on this problem?? are u trying to attract attention and tell ppl that u are as bo liao or as lame as us??

as for the Sande bio. i do wish u can write it out in a book and publish it and maybe i can get a copy and see how well do u understand me. u can even put my full name. if u cant remember i can give to u when u asked, and i shall see what stories do u have. since it's a true story of a living person. and most importantly is about me. i wanna see what u can make up with which u think it's true. u are most welcome to do so. but of course. there will be a risk in doing so.
and when time comes. people will find u childish not me. anyway, i will be waiting(:

and btw, i dun tell secret to u doesn't mean i have no secrets because u are someone that cant be trusted with secrets.

if u are a friend that worth to be cherished i will do it but since u are a friend of my past means u meant nth to me. u will nv want to be my friend anymore?? i have something to tell u. i nv wanted to be ur friends. if i can ever turn back time. i will choose not to mix with u.

u dun have to hide cause i know who u are.

2009-10-02T12:50:00.002+08:00

1st oct

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY ALL

Went to MCYS for reporting den off to my god ma's hse.. bought mooncake fer her. and she actually gave me ba gua "yi shang wang lai" she said. oh dear. reached home at 9.30. bathed Bernice den i took a shower. off to bed.

2nd oct

brought Bernice to KKH for patch study check up. everything was fine. weighing at 9.28kg and ht of 71cm. guess her daddy will count down again. he is hoping that Bernice will be taller den me. =.= bought happy meal for Bernice. she's munching fries happily and smiling away. hahas!!

Hubby has got his promotion. CONGRATULATIONS hubby!! JIA YOU and work even harder!!

Will be staying over at my mama's place coming thursday.. IT'S MY DADDY'S BIRTHDAY!!!

can't wait to go over and take my favourite picture of mine which is FAMILY PHOTO!!! YEAH!!

Sean and Sidney will be buying a birthday cake for him. i think i will give him ang bao instead. dun know wad he need.

counting down!!

5 more days to go!! (:

2009-10-01T22:22:00.002+08:00

REBORN OF AN "ANGEL" HAS COME TO WORLD.

UNDERSTAND THE POINT OF POT CALLING A KETTLE BLACK.

CAME TO KNOW SOMETHING THAT PPL SKIN CAN BE SO MUCH THICKER THAN A RD.

TSK. FLOATING FREELY SOMEWHERE OF A LOST SOUL WITH NO HOME.

THERE THERE. I PRAY THAT THE LOST SOUL WILL HAVE A HOME SOON.

LOVING MY PARENTS THAT LOVE ME SO DEARLY.

AND OF COURSE MY HUBBY THAT IS SUPPORTING ME AND TRYING TO HELP ME BI XIE!

I HAVE MY FAMILY I DUN HAVE TO BE ANGEL TO GET PITIED!

THOSE WHO NEEDS TO BE PITY IS SOMEONE WHO LOST THEIR PARENTAL LOVE!

ESPECIALLY ORPHANS FROM ORPHANAGE! SOMEONE ONE WHO IS OVERLY CONFIDENCE THAT THINKS THAT HE/SHE IS SO MUCH MORE PRETTIER THAN SOMEONE THAT IS PRETTIER THAN HIM/HER! SOMEONE WHO TOLERATES AND SUFFERS FROM DEVIL'S LIFE (THAT'S ME)

*LEAVING A PLACE OF DEVILS NT SUITABLE FOR "ANGELS" LIKE ME. I AM GOING BACK TO MY HEAVEN SOON.

MY BLOGS IS FULL OF DIRT. NEEDS DETTOL TO WASH THE GERMS AWAY!

EEYER!!

MJ : GOD teaches us to be childlike and not childish.

2009-09-30T16:13:00.003+08:00

THINK THINK I AM THINKING. auntie say i shouldn't lock my room door den i say abt the profit is auntie told me everything that i posted. who is assuming now?? as for the shoe i say no hurry. i nv even tell u that u dun haf to pay. that shoe is important to me. u even told me u will bring me and buy that shoe. as for the rebond cream money. i dun nid ur share. it's URS nt MINE. why shud i take those money?? is u think i am fake den i am lo.
if i teach my gerl in finishing her food my way need u to gif comments, why dun u gif birth to ur own child and give urself those comments? i need u to teach me?? my daughter or is it URS??
IF U THINK THAT I AM A FRIEND THAT SHOULDN'T CALCULATE HOW MANY CLOTHES U FOLDED AND HANGED?? THEN WHY IS MY FRIEND MAKING ME DO MOST OF THE THINGS AT TIMES??? CALCULTAING IS NT FRIEND BUT MAKING PPL DO ALMOST ALL IS CALL FRIEND??
my fair share night talks are all advise to u la. i dun haf so much problems like u. i have a husband that love and care for me. ya we do have quarrels but every quarrels he bothers to improve and change.
diff ppl diff expectation of frens. maybe u are NOT the one for me.
if u think i am fake den i am fake. u are stupid enough to blindly believe in me lo.
maybe if u are not staying here and be a burden to me. maybe we will not quarrel so much or maybe we wun even quarrel or have arguements.
moving out definitetly will be my problem. otherwise it's urs?? laugh. dun think my mom will let u stay there.
there will nt be much different anyway. even there is also dun have ur business. wad i am trying to say is. if u see me bu shuang just tolerate till the day i moved. like how i am feeling now. seeing u around the house i very bu shuang.
u dun haf to be an "angel" and go tell uncle auntie stories. cause i dun see a need in doing it. unless u wan someone to pity u. but frankly speaking. i do pity u abit.

u can stop replying to my post anymore.
i cant be bothered to keep posting over this nonsensical stuffs.
u can keep it to urself or maybe share stories with ur gd frens tonight.

2009-09-30T10:15:00.001+08:00

25TH SEPTEMBER 2009

HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY

LIL'PRECIOUS

BERNICE!!

will post her phots after i uploaded them. (:

2009-09-30T09:58:00.003+08:00

if u really think that wadever u did was right den so be it. u can find tons and tons of reason or even excuses to cover wadever u have done. frequently?? why is it that u have to cut down on ur housework and let me pick on u? tell auntie say is kai lian wanna check the profit and now u say is u wanna check?? anyway ez-link card and bank card wad rightfully mine. since we are nt friends anymore i dun see the point in selling things together anymore so why should i leave my card with you??? if u really wan calculate money??? u owe me way too much. u even damaged my shoe den after quarrel just say bye bye??? i nid buy a new pair and pay for it myself when u spoiled them?? nvm la. just take u no money pay back lo. I LOVE COMPLAINING ABOUT YOU. that is me. if u nv do anything why i got so many complains to my mom??? create stories??? u can complain me ar why not?? for godsake i nv beat bernice over game alright. if u dunno wad ever shit bernice did dun come start tales. i did recieve ur sms but it meant nth. its ok to think wadever u wan. cause no matter how neutral we can be i can never let go of the past (bad memories) i will be leaving when time is right. u can think or say wadever u like or wan. but to me it don't matter anymore. w/o u i felt that my life is much better with not much burden. i sleep early or even anytime i wan. i haf nobody dragging me to chat to mid night and making me feel tired. Bernice is mine i believe i have the rights to control who she plays with. as for bear bear.. c'mon.. if i will like him long ago will like liao. i wun marry marcus already. i am not one bit interested in him. as for u.. hard to say.

Seriously, i feel that i have to thank you. i thank you for leaving my life and letting me have better sleeps. though we do have nice time together in the past but like u say no point raking. i feel even happier this way. i dun wan speak with you cause i dun wan quarrels. i "slam" door cause i dun wan to feel unhappy seeing u. u do ur work i do my things. jing shui bu fan he shui. but u just have to tolerate for awhile more. den we shall not see each other that often anymore. (:

i will also stop my blogging abt u here.
THANK YOU FOR NOT MSGING ME ANYMORE. OTHERWISE I STILL HAVE TO THINK WHOSE NUMBER IS THAT.

2009-09-29T11:15:00.002+08:00

if u think it is not a truthful one den it's not
if u think that everything that i had done for you in the past is a show den so be it.
if u think u really know me very well, i guess i found out it's not true.

i did being true to u in the past but as time pass i cant do it anymore. u are living in ur self-centered world. u expect ppl to help u alot. but as when we really needed help u always fail to be there. i stand out giving u a helping hand. Once, u told me. i understand ur past. u said that u will understand more than wad my hubby will. I CAN NEVER TRUST ANYONE ANYMORE!! it's nt true. i tried to avoid making u feel tired, hurt or even alone. but what have u ever done for me? i take things for example, i rather carry the heavier objects instead of u making u carry them. i can even carry ur bag for u when the stroller cant take anymore weight. i can let u do ANYTHING to my property w/o any complains but what did i get in return?? u walking so carefreely w/o even considering whether i can handle that heavy stroller of mine with YOUR bags on it?? whatever advice or things i did were never a harm to u. i will always be the first to step out to help u in the past. but i will never do it again.

things u upset me.
u have a very selfish mindset.
-whenever u wanna go out. u dun even ask where i wanna go. u just tell mi. "sande pei me go here pei me go there"
-i dunno whether u were doing it out of purpose or u really dun mean it. bernice was crying so loudly and u can play the computor like nobody business when i was doing the laundry or even cooking.
-i will not deny that u did help mi do some hsework. but wad make me so piss of when u did?? because u hang 3 clothes out of the whole washing machine and i haf to be happy that u actually helped me? or should i say thanks for helping me by taking out a shirt and short saying that u wanna go shower and let me fold the rest of the clothes on the sofa?( u helped me by letting me fold 2pc lesser)
-when i am cooking, bernice was sitting in the walker being very quiet and nice. yet u carried her for less than 5 mins and u put her down and make her cry so loudly and u just walk away???
-ppl come telling me "hey, do u know raine say u this or that??" and i keep quiet.

why am i doing all this?? why must i keep quiet over all this for the past few months??
yes partly because u are bear bear's gerl, on the other hand it's because u are staying just beside me. i dun wanna pick up a quarrel and see each other's faces in the afternoon and argue cause there is only the 2 of us at home. i tot i will be able to tolerate till the day i move out & forget everything that had actually happen to us in the past. i think i was wrong. even u put water in a bottle continously it somehow will still overflow.

i will not as u to beg me or what so ever. cause i dun see a need in doing so. i played my part as beiing a good friend to u, i only see some parts of cause u share ur problems with me. as a very helpful friend u are still abit far from there.

i once trasure u, cherish u, love u or even wanna be the best fren that ppl will envy.
but... too many things that happen were feelings that others cant feel, others can't see.

2009-09-23T10:56:00.002+08:00

tied hair fer lil' precious

she pose for photo taking ><

watching her barney din even realise i was there

left her self-centered world.

dun bother much.

it meant nth to me.

i dun nid anyone anymore.

i am loving myself this way.

i will cherish wadever/whoever tt is important to me.

i will nv let u make use of me anymore.

COUNTING DOWN TO MY BABY BERNICE BIRTHDAY!!

1 MORE DAY TO GO!!

2009-08-25T23:04:00.001+08:00

Happy

11 months

Baby

Bernice!!

2009-08-19T10:59:00.002+08:00

i have nt recovered from my running nose and infection!!!

for god sakes i am having this problem for

WEEKS!!!!

DAMN IT!!!

!@#$%^&*()

2009-08-18T13:04:00.003+08:00

2009-08-03T23:33:00.001+08:00

the lovable part of MJ
his dance moves best!!

and his best song of all!!

2009-08-03T22:18:00.002+08:00

when to the doctor on saturday morning..
&
GOD DAMN IT!!!
I GOT NOSE INFECTION!!!

hurt like toot toot larh!!!
have to take medication to stop the pain..
forgot to take it last night
the pain start coming at 4am in the morning!!
bo pian larh..
GET UP JUST TO TAKE MEDICINE!!
NB!!!

whatever larh!!
gonna download song!!
BLAH~!!!!

photo time!!!

2009-07-31T12:07:00.002+08:00

my blog is dead dead dead!!!!
my health is also dead!!!
i have yet to recover from my flu and cough larh!!
worst thing is my flu is getting from bad to worst!!
haiyo haiyo!!
I WANNA GET WELL!!!

I am missing lots lots of ppl!!
i am also starting to hate lots and lots of ppl!!!

I WANNA PLAY AUDITION!!!

I WAN PLAY WITH SOSOSOSOSO MANY PPL!!

--xKAOBUU - my darling!!
--xKAOBEI - my zhu peng gou you
--xBabypOoh - my gan di

feeling god damn tired feels like my rest is always not enough. i am having insomnia!!!
OMG OMG!!!
i need doctor!!!!

i cant express myself suddenly.. shyt.

2009-07-15T21:40:00.004+08:00

went shopping shopping shopping AGAIN @ Tampines 1 with Darling, lil'precious and Ben.. tsk tsk bought a Perllini make up bag fer myself.. no RED.. so got Black instead.. bought a pair of Jeans and Belt for my hubbeh... haha seems like he like it.. keep smiling to me.. ><

Bought a bracelet for darling's early birthday present.. hope she likes it.. cause if i am not wrong she has been aiming tt bracelet fer quite sometimes and it was the last piece so gotta get it fast..

ate Food court fer lunch... and i did something god damn clumsy.. i spilled the whole coke all over my body~.~ end up i have to buy a new shirt fer myself.. cost me $29.90 larh.. but good thing i like tt shirt... after hours of shopping and slacking went to long john fer dinner... after tt i realise my shoe spoil AGAIN!!! this time in the middle of shopping larh.. suay like sai.. bear with it all the way home.. threw my shoe away at my void deck and bare footed home... sianz.. dunno why i this few days so suay lorh ><''

some rdm pics of myself and Baby Bernice..

2009-07-14T11:15:00.004+08:00

11th July'09

went to my mama hse in the afternoon stayed over.. celebrating early birthday for me as my parents are working on sundays.. Daddy gaf me a big big Ang bao.. mummy paid for my hair perm and facial crem tt cost abt 150 and they bought dinner/supper for abt $200.. alot eh?? haha... felt so lucky.. had card games and wine after tt.. stayed up till 2am.. :D

12th July'09

came back home.. left Bernice at home.. got my PIL to take care of her.. off we go to Cineleisure.. along with Hubby, Darling, Bear bear, Sil, Ben, Edward, Chery(nu er) Sean and Darius.. the 10 of us and watch Ice Age 3... goodness.. its very very very funny... darn cute larh de baby mammoth and de baby dinasour... hope i can keep as pet o.O

Hubby den buy me a paor of heels and Substance and a Perllini Bag :DDDD

went off to Sakura at Orchard Shopping centre... I LIKE TT PLACE.. ALOT OF PRAWN!!! (alrighty... i am a prawny ger :P)

sometimes i was wondering.. issit my birthday or my badday...
1. went i was abt to go out my bag zip came off.. ><
2. when i was under my block, my shoe spoileed ><
3. when i was abt to climb up my daddy's car... I FELL!!!

darn suay larh!!!

Darling and Bear Bear.. thanks for de earrings and Zippo that u gave me.. love it so much.. and thanks for celebrating my birthday.. I LOVE YOU GUY LOADS!!!

Cheryl sorry i am not a gd entertainer... but thanks for coming anyway.. :P

Sean and Darius... Thanks for the treat to Sakura.. and coming to my birthday though we were watching diff movies.. but I STILL LOVE YOU GUYS!!

Kailian and Ben... i am sorry over wad had happen but i believe time can change everytime so pls be patient in the meanwhile do wadever u can to help urselves... <333

EDWARD!! u are the WORST!!! u left us after the movie!!! BUT.. it forgivable larh.. :D abit disaapointed though :( See u Soon

MOST IMPORTANTLY NOT FORGETTINH hHUBBY!!!

Hubby.. thanks for the day... thanks for the bag and the shoe... u were very nice to me all along.. din appreciated it.. always giving me wad i wan and always there for me.. I LOVE YOU THOUSAND OF LOADS!! :D

2009-07-08T13:14:00.002+08:00

A POLICE REPORT HAD BEEN MADE..

TO THE SPAMMER.. IF U ARE NOT GOING TO STOP UR CHILDISH ACT

I WILL DO MAGISTRATE APPEAL AND TAKE ACTION AGAINST YOU.

IF U ARE SMART ENOUGH PLEASE STOP THIS NONSENSE

AND LEAD UR OWN LIFE WITHOUT INTERUPTING US

THANK YOU!!

I DIN IMPLY TT U ARE AFRAID.

SO WADEVER U WANNA SPAM ITS OK BY MEAN

U WANNA SAY I XMM?? SO BE IT.. :D

2009-07-03T13:14:00.002+08:00

i am utterly disappointed in you.. dun act one friendly beach in front of me and do one coward move la.. dun like darling and i come say it in my face la.. spam my number la.. anyway u got my number ma.. time waster.. act one love here love there.. fck u la... love ur cb... u think wad?? very funny ar?? i think u really are one dumb ass.. dunno wad is ip. address?? can track larh.. dumb ass.. we not as dumbo as u la.. CURSE YOU!! we are also oni helping UR FREN'S MOTHER LAH.. nt happy?? FINE LO!! let ur fren and her mom help themselves lo?? we still can get other things and sell... u think this stuffs that important to me?? NAH __!!! NOT ONE SINGLE BIT LA!!! LAUGHS.. dun be childish ok?? u wan u come.. fugtard!!! I DON'T GIVE A DAMN!!!! FUGGING BEACH!!!

act one "I LOVE YOU :DD" den behind do one monkey show to show how coward u are.. nice one la!!! u SO "BRAVE" i so PA PA :(

eh dumb ass :) got something for u :)
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2009-07-02T10:59:00.003+08:00

busy busy busy.. busy over blogshops.. darling and i started a blogshop.. urbanshoppe.blogspot.com take a look at our items and buy if u are interested in it.. we do supplies as well..

no time for shows, games and hubby.. bad bad bad... nth much to update as well everyday the same old thing... stock taking, blogshop updating and going out with daddy cause he is buying a minivan.. BUT... everything is done now.. gonna have more time for myself hubby and bernice..

:DDDDDDD

2009-06-29T11:51:00.002+08:00

We had started our very own blogshops for kids stuff, cute and creative items.. some of them you cannot even find them outside.. Please do visit ♥UrbanShoppe
to get items for yourself or even someone close to you!!!

went to Terminal three after collecting our product and ate Popeye.. i will say... the portion isn't fulling for my BIL BEAR BEAR & HUBBY!!! darling and i still manage to fill out tummy.. FIY WE ATE DE SAME THINGS >.<

walk around T3.. I WANNA EAT CRYSTAL JADE LURH!!!! went to Candy Empire and bought this Fizzy Sour sweet.. so pian ren one.. no effext on BEAR BEAR.. atill tot can buy and ka chiao him.. T.T

ate Secret Recipe Tiramisu cake and their Ice Blended Mocha.. oni 1 word... FAIL!!!!! BUT Darling simply loves their cake alot lorh.. de Banana Chocolate.. LOL.. k la.. is all my treat for my hubby lorh.. haha... nvm la.. once in awhile treat him also quite nice.. but i flare alot of temper on him ytd.. BAD BAD ME!!!

Din meant to do so larh.. he kept quiet even though i scolded him.. " YOU BLIND OR WAD!!" omg lar hubby... sorry... maybe i having PMS.. getting over slightest thing ever even to darling.. ><

Hubby, like i say i really dunno why my temper is so short this days.. really out of sudden.. try bear awhile more yeah.. maybe i really PMS~!!!! PISSED OF!!!!

Darling girl.. i am sorry too.. sometimes i tend to gif u attitutde and temper.. getting angry over small things like nobody answering me.. i wasn't like tt before.. please bear with awhile more ok darling girl.. T.T

2009-06-28T23:10:00.001+08:00

Visit

UrbanShoppe.Blogspot.com

for

Cute & Unique

items

:DDDD

2009-06-27T15:33:00.006+08:00

26th June

Brought Lil precious to polyclinic for baby check up.. Darling pei me go.. lucky we nv wait for long... she is now 68cm tall ONLY an weighing at 8.3kg. went home and game... MIL went for fren's bday celebration.. and came back oni ard 5.30 in de evening.. Ben was at our house.. helped him lvl his char.. DESPO LARH HE... SO FAST WAN FIND CPL DEN TIO SCOLDING... ORBI QUACK... ppl wan wad he oso wan... nv learns.. *shead head* tsk tsk.. hubby came home late.. around 9.45 at night.. working for almost 12hrs.. watch THE LAST HOUSE ON THE LEFT, its a new movie and i dun think cinema have already screen it.. erm.. gan chiong larh.. but abit draggy.. i tend to skip de nag nag nag area.. LOL. but yes!! abit of gross and... THE DOCTOR IS EVEN BETTER KILLER THAN THE BAD GUY ITSELF!!!

went to bed aft tt at around 2.am... YAWNS~!!!

Darling got a place outside Polyclinic to sell our stuffs.. at evening time.. items selling $10 and below... so if u are interested do come buy.. come are brand new stuff..

Clothes- $8 and below
Plushies-$10 and below
Kids Toys-$0.50-$1.00
Shoes-$5
Decorative items-$5 and below

watching 2 drama at this point of time.. Thumbs up for the Taiwan drama and can oni say fair for the Korea drama..

終極三國

那个傻瓜

bye bye :DDDDDDDDD

2009-06-25T10:41:00.001+08:00

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HAPPY 9MTHS OLD

BABY BERNICE

~~cooling myself down~~

2009-06-23T23:27:00.003+08:00

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back to postie... reporting at 10am in the morining at Bedok CC.. den head to bedok central and haf KFC.. de breakfast sucks.. haha... not nice de... den mrt to ah ma hse... slept de moment i reach there and woke up around 2pm... headaches.. had durian and mangosteen den off to temple bai bai... due to many nightmares i haf for past few weeks... den buy bubble tea.. nt so nice de pearl nt chewy at all.. haha very nian ya.. ate dinner(i know eat alot) after tt back at home at 9.. hubby returned home late due to his busy work.. tsk tsk.. sleep str8 after tt..

ben came my hse today.. simply ignored him too much playing games.. to engross into it.. haha... slacking day.. games games games... planned for my bday celebration with ben.. might be heading off for buffet on sunday and den to PP to enjoy ourselves.. not cfm yet.. anyway.. BBQ has been cancelled as i wan to go home and celebrate with my family members.. sorry guys.. thanks darling for actually wanting to buy me a birthday cake but sorry not having BBQ but do join us for celebration on de actual day... IS A MUST TO TAG ALONG CAUSE ITS MY BIRTHDAY!! LOL~

enjoy enjoy enjoy.... but i am still... SLEEPY!!!!!!

2009-06-21T12:04:00.003+08:00

alright.. i,m here to posty... hubby went wash/Cut at Alex shop while i Wash/Blow.. den went to Marina Square watched Drag me to hell... oni one sentence to describe this movie.. it's FREAKING SCARY.. omg la... it really scare the shyt out of me lurh.. the very first movie i almost teared while watching.. ok... actually i spent $6 watching de popcorn box and $0.50 hiding my face in hubby shoulder and $1.50 watching the movie... no choice... oni managed to watch the comedy area...

Rating 5 stars!!

went gai gai after that bought a few make up items... and Darling called me saying she at Suntec wanna go for dinner together so we met up at Yuki yaki...

Yuki Yaki #03-210 Marina Square/6 Raffles Boulevard Orchard Road, Singapore

the fried ice cream is nice to play not nice to eat... the food not so bad... supposingly shud be going on Jaren birthday.. with hubby bestie and their gfs.. budden we cant make it.. wanted to eat paris lurh.. $44.50/pax will bring hubby go eat someday.. MY TREAT!!! LOL~

some rdm pics of me and my hubby..

went back home feeling disappointed cause i did not manage to catch my stitch at Marina Square

watch Poseidon at home with hubby... nice show.. good storyline and thrilling.. a must catch show..

When a rogue wave capsizes a luxury cruise ship in the middle of the North Atlantic Ocean, a small group of survivors find themselves unlikely allies in a battle for their lives. Preferring to test the odds alone, career gambler Dylan Johns ignores captain's orders to wait below for possible rescue and sets out to find his own way to safety. What begins as a solo mission soon draws others...

Sunday 21st June..

went bowling with Jaren aand Jeslyn along with hubby.. played 4 games... my score for last game sucks cause i felt sleepy.. haha... highest score for today still remained as 141.. tsk tsk... 142 i oso happy la.. sads.. sobbie T.T... da bao KFC and head back home.. watch The Mummy 3 Tomb of the Dragon Emporor.. abit of comedy and abit of fake?? rating 6/10..

The story has Rick O'Connell's (Brendan Fraser) son Alex (Luke Ford) discovering the tomb of The First Emperor of China, Emperor Han (Jet Li). This leads Rick and his wife Evelyn (Maria Bello) to travel to China, where an evil Chinese general causes the resurrection of The Emperor. The Emperor then tries to break an ancient curse set on him by the witch Zi Yuan (Michelle Yeoh) so he can use his magical powers to bring his army back to life to conquer the world.

bye~ catch the shows if u wanna.. craving for bubble tea.. RAWR~!!!!!

2009-06-18T23:09:00.002+08:00

Wanna wish my beloved

Gan Er Zi

HAPPY BORTHDAY!!!

Here is a birthday song for u!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U

U ARE BORN IN THE ZOO

WITH MONKEYS AND DONKEYS

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HONG ZHAO (RED DATES)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U

:DDDDDDDDD

2009-06-14T21:40:00.002+08:00

this is wad happen when i dun gif Bernice the things she wan etc; hp, toys and food

2009-06-14T17:00:00.005+08:00

i wanna wish all father

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went for bbq at 11am for father's day celebration.. okie i now is early but no choice cause at night got other program.. many pics were taken.. (random)

raining so we took shelter

hubby and bear bear sheltering de bbq pit

the yummy food!!

Random pic of me myself and lil precious;

tt is all fer de pic.. anyway.. ALL OF US GOT SUNBURNED!!! =.='''

and i love myself!!! GOT BACK MY SKIN!! LAUGHS :O

2009-06-14T09:49:00.001+08:00

Look at how cheeky my bernice is.. is very tiring to hold her liddat.. all complain "shou suan lei!!!"

2009-06-12T17:44:00.001+08:00

WAHAHAHA~!!! SKIN CHANGED!!! MUWAHAHAHA!!! NICE MA?? COMMENTS COMMENTS PLEASE..
ON BOTH MY HAIR AND MY BLOGSKIN...
LAUGHS!!

2009-06-12T14:56:00.001+08:00

more pictures of me myself and i.. hahas.. cant get to slp so decided to zi lian AGAIN!!!

2009-06-10T17:23:00.002+08:00

RAWR!!!!
I DID SMTH SO UGLY TO MY BLOG BECAUSE OF MY ITCHY HAND!!!
WTFFFFFFFF!!!
READERS PLS BEAR WITH IT WILL CHANGE AGAIN ASAP!!!
:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

2009-06-10T14:31:00.002+08:00

this is my collections of Winne The Pooh.. haf more but unable to tatke pictures of all of dem cause some are letter holders, home slippers, pyjamas, pillows, notebooks, files, fan, alarm clock, coin pouches, piggy banks, towels, drawers, poker cards, cups, spoons, plates, bowls, chopsticks, puzzles and even stickers, will try to gather everything up and take pictures of them... way tooooooo many.. laughs!!

my mother in law insist bernice sitting there cause she is also as precious as my poohs.. hahas..

2009-06-06T20:35:00.000+08:00

2009-06-06T19:12:00.002+08:00

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hubby and i are getting better and better... maybe.. i really think too much.. anyways.. i'm HAPPY.. VERY VERY HAPPY.. I LOVE ME, HUBBY AND LIL'PRECIOUS..

lil' precious got her hair trimmed yesterday.. now she look so... duh.. LOLS!! especially when she just wake up.. that blur chubby face makes me wanna bite her cheek.. haha...

hubby promised to get me a BBQ pit to celebrate my birthday.. haha... i gonna invite u and u and u.. haha.. not forgetting my darling and baobei nu er Cheryl luh... <333

my mummy also promise to pay for my hair perm as birthday present.. wahaha... nice nice.. can save the money.. muhuhu..k la.. i very stingy one okie... >.<

today hubby OT OT la.. i so pathetic at home rotting in process... nuas nuas nuas... T.T i wan GAI GAI lehhhhhhh.. ::(

Darling and her dear dear (bear bear) go GIANT gai gai lo... though not very far la.. but also gai gai ma... I WAN GO!!!!! :O

even my ma and pa in law oso gai gai... me lehhhhhhhhh?? at home neh neh neh with lil' precious.. -.-

k las.. here is my updates on Bernice:

chase ppl around with walk especially chasing the grandfather
snatches bread from ur hand and makan
knows how to press de remote control of tv and when de channels changes she laugh
still enjoy pulling my hair, everybody's necklace and spectacle
knows which is real hp and her toy hp (she prefer real hp)
when u place her toy phone on her ear and say hello she smile
always wan ppl carry her
enjoy going gai gai
able to cry mehhhhh when she wans to look for me
able to say neh neh neh when she wans eat smth
grown 2 teeth at the lower gum
enjoy banging things with her walker and she thinks it's funneh...
worst of all VERY YANG OH AND CRY BABY!!!

that is all i can think of fer de time being.. seeing her sitting by herself, trying to stand up makes me feel happy.. cause she is growing le... cant waiit to see that short ball walking around and running around.. laughs..

bye!

2009-06-05T10:35:00.002+08:00

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it all went well hubby explained all to me.. even keeping wide awake till 12.30 and see me weeping and scolding... smsed me before he reached home.. saying.. "Lao po i am in bus le.. will reach home in 30mis time" like wad he did in the past.. miss this kinda sms so much.. it's been month since he have done that.. promises were given to me saying he will change... he will stay away from game on weekdays and be with me and lil' precious.. was so upset and my heart was shattered... then he gave me a pat on my head like a little girl and a kiss saying i think too much..

still loving me as before and he never changed was wad he said to me..

Lao gong... thx for wad u said to me yesterday.. i trust that u said that sincerely.. i believe u will change for the sake of me and Bernice... i believe u will place us as an important part of ur life... i really wish this will be the first and the last time u made my confidence fell so low.. i also hope that we will always be as sweet as before, loving as before.. :)

2009-06-04T22:56:00.001+08:00

Uneasy feeling is filling up my heart.
Hubby is home for a big talk.
Hope everything will be fine.

2009-06-04T18:18:00.004+08:00

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being ignored and lonely for the past 2 weeks.. hope that everything will have a big change in the coming nights... i needed u so much... i need in understanding my needs of people listening to my sad and happy stuffs... i tried giving u all i can.. being a faithful and responsible wife u wish to have.. being a dutiful mother and wife u wan to have... so many changes in me just to give u a blissful marriage and a happy family... lesser quarrel to have a better sleep brighter day... smses u send me today.. i din noe how to react.. being happy cause u will really wanna change and learn to spend more time with me and Bernice or just a sms to tell mi stop telling u abt these things?? i no longer dare to tell people " my hubby do love me" cause i no longer sense the love u have for me... u used to show me that u love me.. u gave me assurance that u do love me.. but why am i being ignore now?? even after i have tried to be my best? i am upset... i lost all my confidence.. i began to feel that i am beginning to lose everything in my everyday life...

i dun wan to lose my everything to a new girl as i have already did all i can to hold u in my heart or even place myself as an important part of ur life.. if u think that it has never been enough i hope u will really come clean to me and tell me frankly..

2009-06-04T12:31:00.002+08:00

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why does it seems that my heart is always breaking and cracking.. why is it tt everyone around me is hurting me in someways?? do i really deserve such treatment?? cried so hardly last night.. i dunno wad happen to me or even why am i crying... hubby was sleeping so soundly and i am weeping so hard in the toilet by myself... i wanna know why... WHY AM I CRYING??? call my lil' brother Sidney and cried made him got so worried.. my mom called me.. told me no matter wad be strong.. she sid " there will be many small stones in ur path.. just kick dem away when they are in ur way" (there are many problems in ur life just brush dem aside and solve it no big deal) but when the stone are bigger.. u nid de strength of ur family members.. as in think of dem.. you willl be strong and move de stone away...

i heard thing that simply shattered my heart yesterday... told mummy and hubby abt it.. maybe i was crying over that word?? or just feeling upsset over nothing.. i am not very sure myself.. i really dunno wad has become of me... i dunno myself anymore.. i am not myself anymore... who am i???

~~you are my biggest ban jiao shi.. i simply hate hate hate you.. biggest fugger tt ever appeared in my life..~~

2009-06-03T15:20:00.003+08:00

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I Love You HubbyReally Really Do..---

it's 2.30 am in the morning when bernice woke up and did not want to get back to sleep... i was freaking tired.. and i thought of so many unhappy things in my life that i have to face.. be it now or in the future... the thought of that person makes my blood boils.. and i can't even confront her.. i can't stop thinking of it.. what a life i have... at that point of time i actually wanted to end everything.. everything i have now.. even my last breathe.. i am so tired.. not only physically but also mentally.. people see.. "Woah.. Sande has got everything people yearn for... a happy family.. a gd hubby, a daughter and maybe friends??" but... they can't see things that people will hate to have.. if i were to pour everything out i guess i can oni hear this.. " look on the bright side.. dun think of the bad things.. u see u are lucky.. u are happy.." but... COME!! TRY MY LIFE!!! i am happy i have my own family.. i have my brothers my parents, my SIL, BIL and PIL... that is wad everybody can have.. i wish.. i can share my harder part of life with some people.. i believe.. they will never tell me this again... "Sande, look on the bright side of life"

i am tired... really really tired.. tired of my life.. tired of the people around me who ever make used of me.. who ever treat me like shit... i am sick and tired of you people.. i do have a hubby who loves me and dotes on me.. i haf a baby girl tt i really care for and wanted to look forward to her growth.. i have a family that really cares and shows me endless concern.. and i really thanks all those who ever cherished me.. i will never hestitated to leave all of you.. cause i cant stand the tiredness and de stress i am having now.. i'm sorry for being selfish but.. it's painful to live this way... Especially you... You are the biggest readon upon my departure.. u are the worst person i have ever met... Get Lost.. I HATE YOU!!!

2009-06-02T11:17:00.002+08:00

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Went to Tampines 1 again yesterday.. Surprised hubby hubby with a new shoe and a couple watch.. Sweet eh?? laughs.. kk i know.. think skin.. but.. he was really happy when he saw de shoe as his shoe had already spoiled a long time ago and i oni found out recently.. kaes.. i'm BAD!!! when he saw the shoe he was like.. WAH!! why u suddenly go buy shoe tt kind of face.. tt shocking look sooooo funny.. SIMPLY LOVE HIM SO MUCH!! again he so eager to put on tt shoe.. laughs.. like small kid liddat.. u know?? like when u mummy buy something for de child they will wanna put it on immediately.. hahas!!

MIL helped me to take care of Lil' precious last night but i still woke up at 5am thinking it's feeding time.. haha... body auto alarm went off... but at least i have better slp last night.. no crying and feeding..

going off for gaming le.. BYE~

2009-05-31T13:22:00.002+08:00

30th May 2009

went to Ehub and meet hubby along with JAren and Jeslyn.. played bowling... but Jeslyn never play cause she wanna save money.. my score sucks.. 2weeks nv play liao.. and worst of all... MY SHOE SPOIL!! WAH.. my heart damn pain la.. see my shoe open mouth... wanted to buy a new shoe but guess wad1! $300 LA FOR GOODNESS SAKE!! too exp le so i ask de bowling shop uncle to stick back my shoe.. after 2 weeks never bowl my score actually dropped to 12X oni!! PENGS..

Went food fair after that.. had a few kind of food.. shared with hubby

Kampung chicken rice-$1.50 (size of a burger)
Lasksa - $3 (very small bowl with NO tau pok)
Finger food - 10 for $3 (shared with jaren de cost oni ate 5 kinds)
Cheese ballz hotdog - 8 for $3
Soyabean milk - 2 for $1

went home after that.. took bus 12.. damn blood pack lurh.. no place to sit.. my back so ache and tired.. reached home and played with Bernice den off to bed..

31st May 2009

might going to Singapore Expo again.. wanna go my John Little sales and buy lil' precious swimming costume and floaty.. :)

bye!!!

2009-05-29T12:20:00.002+08:00

27th May Wednesday

YAY!! got my new COUPLE RING!!! MUHAHAS!! went to collect it at Tampines 1 with Darling and Ben after buying it on Saturday.. got laser engraving "Sande ("v") Marcus" & "Marcus ("v") Sande" sweet eh??? hahas means CANNOT RONG REN 3RD PARTY.. LOL!! and i trust my hubby WON'T!! bought a shirt from Uni Qlo and a Beverly Hills wallet from isetan to surprise hubby.. hahas.. went home after that...

when i told hubby "come lao gong, i got something for you.." he smile oni.. so big and nice somemore..(BHB) passed him de 2 items.. he was surprise over de wallet cause he had already guess i will buy him a shirt cause i have been questioning him.. which shirt u like best from Tampines 1.. hahas.. stupiak me la.. :P but nvm la.. see he happy and like it can le.. see him so eager put on de shirt i also happy.. and i got many kisses as reward.. hahas... sweet sweet neh..

AIYA GRASSHOPPER.. u NO chance de la... he is MINE.. with TONS of evidence.. he belongs to ME and i belong to him.. no matter how nice you can be.. U ARE LOSER.. so SHOO!! he is MY LOVE LOVE.. my HUSBAND!! and u?? OUTSIDER!!! :)) i feel so HAPPY for MYSELF.. at the same time so SAD for YOU!!

2009-05-28T11:16:00.002+08:00

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STUPID GRASSHOPPER!!
STOP HOPPING LEAVES LA!!
FIND UR LEAF OLD LIAO HOP TO NEW LEAF..
WHY??
YOUR NEW LEAF ALSO OLD LIAO HAR??!!
WAN HOP TO NEW LEAVES AGAIN IZZIT??
TRY HOPPING TO MINE??
I WILL SQUASH YOU WITH ONE LEG!!

2009-05-26T19:27:00.003+08:00

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i heard something that came out from a person mouth my blood boils!! wad kind of fugging fren is this?? if possible i will ditch this bytch aside and cast her out of my life!!

stop telling me she is ur gd fren gd fren.. what is the definition of ur gd fren?? BETRAY? BACKSTAB? SLANDER? CARRY TALE or even BITCH ABT U?? For ONCE can u please play smart?? if she really treat u as a gd fren she wun CARRY TALE and told a lie on something u did NOT do!! what did she give you after being frens for so long?? NOTHING!! NOTHING BUT TROUBLE!!! got daiji she call u.. huh? got R/S problem she call u!! other than that?? what else??

gives you attitude problem when she's in bad mood?? ignore u when she wants and smile at u if she feels like?? are u a dog??? NO!! BUT SHE TREATS YOU LIKE ONE!!! smile to u and says " B! i like u!! u're my gd fren :)" but does she means it from the bottom of her heart??? stop dreaming B, she treats u like a fugging dog, NOT a gd fren.. she putting an angel mask and smile at u but de fact is tt she is a devil/slut backstabbing behind u, the things i heard yesterday makes me feel like putting a big tight slap on her face.. i am NOT perfect alright, i use to have a bad side of me.. i will get angry wif tt someone and complains to ppl.. BUT i DON'T carry tale or bitch abt tt person..

my friends, i know everything.. whatever shyt u say to ppl or do to me.. i am no DUMBO.. but if u really wanna treat me as one.. i can act as one.. but... there is a limit to my tolerance.. make use of me?? i make sure u disappear and u will nv stand in front of me as a fren anymore!! i DON'T give a shyt whether who u are to me.. my best fren or even best buddy.. cause once u hit my limit of tolerance u are nth but a piece of USELESS SHYT to me.. i keep quiet cause i respect u.. and NOT afraid of u.. i wun be afraid cause YOU are the one saying or doing shyt stuff to me... wanna talk reason?? c'mon... u wanna talk loud?? come too.. cause i strongly believe tt oni dog bark louder and louder when their sense reasons turns to NONSENSE reason..don't believe u MAY try.. :)

2009-05-25T23:02:00.001+08:00

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Happy 8 months old

Lil' precious

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2009-05-19T12:32:00.002+08:00

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new pic of my lil' precious

lil' precious sucking my lollipop

Yum yum!!

lil' precious happily laughing

mother in law playing with her

her BIG head

my mom put on this head band for her

am i pretty??

why din u say i am pretty??

i think my dog had reached the little heaven of his..

he might be having whole lot of fun with healthy body..

he might even be able to bark or run...

i do miss him..

but i believe he will be living happier in his world with other doggies..

he will nv feel lonely again..

2009-05-18T13:47:00.006+08:00

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THE DOG THAT I BRED IS GONE

FOREVER....

Jojo..

mummy miss u..

din wanna let u go

but cant bear to see u suffer anymore

u can drift away from sufferings soon

but please do not forget me..

forgive me and mummy for putting u away

we are also suffering

see u leaving us in this way

isn't wad we wanted at all

but neither do we wanna see u not eating Nor drinking

we don't want u to live in such a way

we know we don't have the right to take ur life away from u

but this is the best for you..

you will always be in mummy's heart

you will always be in our family's heart

cause u are part of us..

part of our family..

u live in our way of living

u ate wadever we eat

u sleep wherever we slp

and i know u will return to us..

may GOD bless you

and please do not suffer again like how u did

WE LOVE YOU!

TRULY LOVE YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF OUR HEART!

always loving you