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why does it seems that my heart is always breaking and cracking.. why is it tt everyone around me is hurting me in someways?? do i really deserve such treatment?? cried so hardly last night.. i dunno wad happen to me or even why am i crying... hubby was sleeping so soundly and i am weeping so hard in the toilet by myself... i wanna know why... WHY AM I CRYING??? call my lil' brother Sidney and cried made him got so worried.. my mom called me.. told me no matter wad be strong.. she sid " there will be many small stones in ur path.. just kick dem away when they are in ur way" (there are many problems in ur life just brush dem aside and solve it no big deal) but when the stone are bigger.. u nid de strength of ur family members.. as in think of dem.. you willl be strong and move de stone away...
i heard thing that simply shattered my heart yesterday... told mummy and hubby abt it.. maybe i was crying over that word?? or just feeling upsset over nothing.. i am not very sure myself.. i really dunno wad has become of me... i dunno myself anymore.. i am not myself anymore... who am i???
