i smsed baby today... told him how i felt... he replied me asking what happened to us and he eventually called me and ask me not to think too much.. he says that he was too tired due to chalets and working, he did not have enough sleep.. and there there i cried... imma cry baby who loves to cry at every little small things that could happen to me. baby asked me dun be silly and ask me to stop crying le... he says it's only a small matter and once again baby assured me that he love me.. nothing changes neither in me nor him (:
spoke to jia loon in msn today... told him how i felt and he was worried that i will give up... i won't give up... i will keep working even harder to get back what i wan and what i need.. i believe that baby will also understand how i feel and give me what is best for me... baby knows me more than anyone else...
suddenly i tot of many things which is kind of silly of me... i mean if baby doesn't love me or care about me he wouldn't get me stuff or things or even think of bringing me out like what he did in the past && during the chalet he says he will BBQ chicken wing for me and in return i must kiss kiss him cause he doesn't want a simple thank you. baby wouldn't hug me to sleep or even wake up in the middle of the night just because i have nightmare or even giving a morning kiss every morning when he leave for work... am i right?
baby i love you, you will always be the one that i wanna spend my life with for the next 50, 60 or even 70 years. the one that i wanna see first thing in the morning the last thing that i wanna hold at night. the one that i can kiss in reality and hugging u in my dreams... i will fulfill my dream but only with your help... will u help me baby?
