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it's 2.30 am in the morning when bernice woke up and did not want to get back to sleep... i was freaking tired.. and i thought of so many unhappy things in my life that i have to face.. be it now or in the future... the thought of that person makes my blood boils.. and i can't even confront her.. i can't stop thinking of it.. what a life i have... at that point of time i actually wanted to end everything.. everything i have now.. even my last breathe.. i am so tired.. not only physically but also mentally.. people see.. "Woah.. Sande has got everything people yearn for... a happy family.. a gd hubby, a daughter and maybe friends??" but... they can't see things that people will hate to have.. if i were to pour everything out i guess i can oni hear this.. " look on the bright side.. dun think of the bad things.. u see u are lucky.. u are happy.." but... COME!! TRY MY LIFE!!! i am happy i have my own family.. i have my brothers my parents, my SIL, BIL and PIL... that is wad everybody can have.. i wish.. i can share my harder part of life with some people.. i believe.. they will never tell me this again... "Sande, look on the bright side of life"
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