♥ You Are My One & Only

Something my dad posted: Happiness does not come from external factors. It comes from within ourself who knows contention.

What makes him think that way or should i say who made him think that way.

Mom gave me a call not long ago saying that A had quarrel with my daddy. Something which i think that is not a need to fight or small things like that.

In my opinion: " It's doesn't matter how the whole world thinks about you. What matters is that the children had accepted you. So what if everybody else knows who you are, when the children doesn't accept you? The most important thing is that WE love you like how daddy does and we accepted you no matter what people say, SO just point them in their nose and say MYOB!!"

Live your life happily and be contented on whatever you have. Live with confidence and look people straight in the eye. Do the right thing stay positive. No one is going to look down on you. Show them the spirit in you and tell them "NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY IS NOT GOING TO AFFECT ME!!"

Smile always and you'll be loved <3

It's been more then 6months since i last updated my blog. i shall not update that much cause i cant really what happened.

JULY

My birthday, i had the most terrible moment when Aunt G, my mom and dad had a big quarrel. It all happened because of a woman K. K is one of my relative whom we hardly meet. Probably just once a year during CNY. My dad went through a major operation during that period of time when K suddenly started appearing into our life and everything screwed up. From a loving couple slowly turn into a stranger in love. Many stories were being told to me but of course i choose to stay out of it. I celebrated my birthday we no cake, no present only arguments and tears.

September

My darling baby birthday. Booked a studio room in Costa sands. Happy enjoyable day. Bought her a bikini and she look pretty sexy in it. Will upload the photo and share with you all in a moment. Hubby and i ordered her favourite cartoon character cake for her and it's... BARNEY!!
She look so happy when she saw her cake and i enjoy seeing her opening her present with that big wide eyes when she saw something she liked. All of us were being forced to take picture with an eye mask that my mon brought to the chalet. Home sweet home after 3days 2 nights of enjoyment.

October

Our Anniversary, hubby suggested that we go for a short relaxing trip to genting for our celebratiion. Instead of being happy upon being there, we felt rather disappointed because most of the shops were not open and we only get to enjoy the small theme park which look "big". CASINO!!! Win win win!! It's casino that win OUR money ): though this trip is not as great as we thought it to be but we managed to snap lots and lots of pictures. Home sweet home again after another 3 days 2 nights of cool and relaxing trip.

29th October is my hubby's birthday. Planning a big surprise for my love but it's rather difficult due to his SENSITIVE CHARACTER!!!! Whenever i am talking to someone regarding his birthday arrangement he will start asking who is it and what happened. So i lied and lied. TERRIBLE FEELING!!!

Pictures uploaded. Enjoy!!!

Happy Birthday Baby Girl

Baby in her bikini

Baby girl swimming

ME LOVE

I always tell myself that i have already let go of the regrets that had been done on my wedding day. But somehow i know that it is still bothering me. For those who did not know what happen, i did NOT have a wedding dinner. I just have a simple wedding lunch buffet at HOME. Two families APART meaning after i am married for 3 to 4yrs my ah ma never see baby's ah ma before. Isn't it hilarious?

Till today, 3 years after my wedding i still feel like crying over the wedding dinner stuff. BEST of all... everytime i talk to baby about it... he will change subject!! SO SWEET!!! the only thing he can say is what you want me to say??? OF COURSE!!! Cause you got nothing to lose ma... It is always the girls that feel lugi ma~ Will it be fair to me if my bil and sil is ever going to have a wedding dinner??? We cannot turn back time... when the day come... You feel bad towards me also no use le. Its already a big thorn in me. Something that i will be angry for... Whether is it a lifetime anger anot i also cannot tell... But everytime i see a wedding cake, wedding invitation or anything that is related to wedding will eventually bring up the sadness in me... It's like pouring salt on my wound.... a wound that will never heal... I understand that it's the past that happen years ago but i still can't let it out... Even after pouring it out so many times it is still tingling in me... Words can never describe the feeling in me that was kept for so long.

Gaming life is back for me... Private maple server taking up my time most of the time. Easy level and easy mesos. Rather moody due to server down that has been there for almost 2 days.. Rumours that server is shutting down. Looking for new server that i can play with.

Precious getting bigger as time pass and starts to be alittle talkative now. When ever i say coconut she will go "no! toto nut nut" her way of saying coconut... And her papa yaya... guess you all should know what she is trying to say... Precious got so engross in Barney that she dances even when she is sleeping at night... Cartoon!!!

Applied for BTO FLAT... Got my queue number le... Shall do the selection this coming weekend. Happy that i have my very own house.. Keep my peace... I hope that i can get the keys as soon as possible cause i am losing it... Trying to keep my cools to many things that are happening to me.

Seems like so many things happening to me YET like nth happened.. Confuse to my surrounding. I need to see what i need to know... I finally get to understand what people meant by keeping one eye closed to the surroundings... For those who did not really understand you really have to learn never opened too big to make yourself suffer...

HAPPY VALETINE TO ALL LOVERS!!!

hiya!!! it's been long long time seens i postd anything on my bloggie...
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December:
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Baby got his AWS planned for a short holiday trip for just only the 2 of us. Christmas coming spent more then $200 just to get gifts for friend and relatives around us. Mummy bought me GUESS bag that cost $209 after discount. Small and simple with beautiuful decor hanging on it. Baby bought me a GUESS wallet. MIL, FIL & SIL went Taiwan fr overseas trip. Invited Sidney and Jia looon over for X'mas eve dinner. Had an enjoyable Christmas night with them....
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January:
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Baby got bonus again and this time round is 2 mths bonus. Went Genting and KL from 21st to 24th. Spent most of or time in Casino while in Genting. Won $200 and 2 hotels room for free. So our next trip up we can save up for the hotel room. Daddy came only on the late evening and stay in First World. He checked out on the next day and got Highland hotel and Resort hotel. Daddy let us have the Highland hotel cause i love the big bathroom with the BIG BATHTUB. There's a sliding door just as big as a 42inch tv beside the bathtub where you open and can watch the television while soaking in the bath tubs. Perfect room for couples. Too bad only member can get Highland hotel and i am not member ):
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KL on 23rd. Crazy shopping. Sungei Wang shopping centre and Bukit Bintang plaza are combined shopping malls. 3 times bigger then Queenstown shopping mall. Bad thing is i injured my leg and wasn't able to complete shopping the whole mall. Only manage to shop 1st lvl and not even completing 2nd lvl. Imagine we shop for almost 4 hours yet we cant finish 2 lvl of the combined shopping center.
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Had Dinner at OUTBACK STEAKHOUSE just beside Federal Hotel the place where we are staying. Good outlook, good taste and good service. Price is also good!!! I ordered OUTBACK sirlion and i thought it would be like the type of normal sirlion we ordered in normal cafes or restaurant in SG but it trn out that the sirlion is tasty and juicy. Thick like what is shown in the photos. I will only compare the quality of taste and look with those in High class restaurant that cost almost $40. Baby had BBQ chicken. Normally you can only see 1 drumstick one the plate and cause about $12 or more in restaurants but there are 2 pieces of Drumstick on Baby's plate. Felt rather shocking that restaurants like them can actually provide such food. After all meal we spent about RM98 which is about SGD45. Cheap like hell isn't it. Really good recommendation for those who are about to go KL for their short trips and fantasize Good meal. OUTBACK STEAKHOUSE beside Federal Hotel located at Bukit Bintang.
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February:
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HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!! HOPE YOU GUYS HAVE AN ENJOYABLE REUNION DINNER WITH YOUR FAMILYS AND FRIENDS!! COLLECT MORE ANG BAOS TO ENJOY YOURSELVES MORE ON THE FOLLOWING DAYS!!
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Another burning pocket month for me again. New bedsheet, new towels, new clothes and ANG BAO money!!!!

ONCE AGAIN WISH ALL OF YOU

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SPIDER WEBS SPIDER WEBS SPIDER WEBS!!! I AM SICK. NO TIME TO UPLOAD. GIVE A BIG PROMISE I WILL UPDATE EVERYTHING BY NEXT WEEK..

PLEASE BE PATIENT!!!

HIHI!!! Imma back!! i went to EHUB today with baby and little angel.. i was supposed to bring little angel to explorer kids but i did NOT. It was full with little children and i found it abit dangerous for little angel cause the children there were so "VIOLENT". I can't bring myselfto put her in such "danger".

anyway.. brought to sit choo choo train instead. She was su funny at the end of the ride cause i came out of the train first wanting take a few snaps of her and move herself and said " UM!! ZOR ZOR!" ( COME! SIT SIT!). I was laughing away when i told her the ride has ended and we have to leave. She shake her head so hard telling me she did not want to get out. No other choice left with, i carried her... & &.... WAAAAAAA~ She cried.... really very very loudly! It is so MALU i tell u! Baby took over carrying her and start to distract her by looking at other things. She then cooled down..

Went HEI SUSHI, had Buffet for lunchie and we eat lots of yummy food! *SLURP* little angel behaves like she's understanding what's on the menu and she go flip flip. The look on her face says " wonder what's nice..." =.= snapped lots of photo there and i am zi-lian-ing. snap snap snap. munch munch munch. went puff puff after dinner then baby said he wanna go toilet so i waited at a gift shop outside and little angel whined for a barney ball & SHE GOT WHAT SHE WANTED.

Went to cathay and bought ticket... watching the legend of the fist, CHEN ZHEN with Baby and Jia looon.. went home to put little angel for her nappy and went out again at 7. the show is god god god damn bloody NICE!!! I simply love Donnie yen's action! Facinating moves!

Back home! makan dinner and here i am blogging. alright shall stop here and let the photos summarise everything up.

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